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 dead pleasure  listen on youtube or here shambles of me scattered over the fringes of life a life filled with leaking ambitions veins sapped alike halo canyon agendas thoroughly extracted from my mind   & secrets hung on highway billboards as so fate itself ran out of ink to seal my journey my semi-dead soul in a canyon, that's my mind a polished sky reflects a valley in the distance my destination is colorful as promises once was but sometimes, something is better than nothing now wishing you to share an excerpt or two from those neon lighted billboards along the highway from exit to exit between decades breezing through foolish days ruling from my temple of doom & minions of mine, created by me, those miniature statues, they listen to my sorrows & heed   my minions, i feed them with left over anguish i do what i please and i fooled them to fool me life & wants expands and shifts erratically & resonates with glorious slang's.   trickled wi...

 cooler dead listen on youtube or here being with you grasped me like a drug addiction now the memories supply my fix like methadone, pimping me out, eyes wide shut, avoiding the end that I see coming suppressing me not to wake up, not to feel the loss of novelty vows the scene of you running away is still vivid, abducting the yearnings of my sincerity along it placed me in a coffin called earth a waiting room until I'm called, just waiting for my body to cease, fumbling with little left recycling little organic "could've been's." moments feeding breadcrumbs to the universe disintegrating back into space to where you abruptly ran away to but you're coming back to me now it took so much to let you go you're coming back to me now it took so much to let you go solitude was my ally my heart's too disfigured to know you but you had that "come on feeling,"  that "come on feeling," with all the trappings I needed resurrecting someone I re...

 dead & gone listen on youtube or here ashes to ashes dust to dust everything you touch burns everything is dead and gone. = everything you touch burns I've forsaken my soul ashes to ashes dust to dust to be dead and gone. I regret what I know shadowy guesses taking chances knowing you at the edge of 25 I was had at hello pieces of addicted dreams I punish under my skin I inject your face into my veins an epiphany breakaway songs migrating towns tearing down fences building walls in a grudge on its way out to seek you and like my slurred figures of speech switched before birth a case of nostalgia blues four decks deep....   voices roll out slow too old to flow, just like me to lock in your glimmer my future suffers following your path it took a callous heart to break a solid core, in the forgotten futile battles you've broken all my flags, the star of David, the cross of Jesus, & the crescent of Muhummed along with the flags of the infidels tales of the uncanny hurtin...

CRAZY & DEAD   listen on youtube or here   crazy about you, that’s the rumors eager to devour you a glooming light in the susceptible side of my head your loving of the other man is a jab in my face, it broke the walls of my devotion to generate hatred I Have one for myself to share with you. Loving & hating you is in abundance a new pledge, an ominous birthdate poisoned spells are side effects you cause exposing skeletons in me there might be time left love’s a seed plant one in me thoughts flow at half pace in the morning blood flows down to a crawl when you pass by I had a temporary suspicion Confirming it's an infection and not a phase everything resumes to placidity when you turn & fade away 150 shutting doors on every morning silence overruled the sound coming from my trapped repenting sins my notions reverted to dormant but the fragrance from you lingers on a naked singularity filling my 404 shadows with that "what if-i had you" scenarios as you come a...