azdi404

broken  listen on youtube or here if so graciously, oh queen of mine may I squeeze the soul into rings to fall on the standing points I've longed to understand I was and still am in a dumbfounded mood   about the spotlight around me and never on Buzzed in anticipation to be what I'm not intended to.. but never to find my inner peace that rests on someone else's words. I don't want to be broken. if so, kindly, oh queen of mine chew me to shreds feed me into your veins to roam all about and to tell you this is what I have for you it might be useful somehow. expressing that I'm so deeply imprisoned by my dogma, I was tarnished by the odd years, that "unfaithful" became my cloak because you wanted me broken.   from me to inside of you   I change from state to state, believing your harshness is raw love, and a test of my resilience but I time-out from you  on the outskirts of your senses to heal,   not far, just in case I feel the addicting itches I'm almo...

 deranged moments  listen on youtube or here in these deranged moments it's not time to be friends, we need to talk about it & silence is not the way I Crave your mind that browsed cataloged pages of my life witnessing me living & dying many tales I can afford to suffer with you... Let me seize the moment to begin it's time you come of age. So come undone I knew there was something wrong, should've told me you wanted someone to blame but you left me far behind now I have to watch you suffer alone. I felt the mutiny in my veins so receive me before I rupture these plans   like the birth of ink on paper erupting the pen's tip to breathe and call me before you exhale, when no one's around at your super hour encrypt the distance between us lay down resistance for me I wish you had never kept me waiting by the backyard bay with inert gangster lullabies, pondering back as I remembered the graveyard shift and all its nuances stagnant questions & dull answers, ...