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 Hello laly  listen on youtube or here hello laly I know things aren’t as clear as they should've been but I'm in dire to explain or apologize for being so vague however you may see it. so I composed a poem for you I reminisced to your voice from the files of my mind, and i said to myself, wow what a beautiful voice, angelic but I overhauled the poem, inching closer to match that wholesome tone and vibe and i validated my thoughts through your voice over and over reconstructing the poem again and again until your voice became a calling from beyond refining this poem into a worship chant to reach where ever you are 125 but i concluded that you don’t deserve to be loved. Love is beneath you, love is for human consumption only you deserve something higher and stronger than love . so Laly, in the minds of trailblazers you are polaris so I hereby anoint you the absolute crave Baby laly, it dawned on me that god speaks to us not through commandments, but through his inspirational p...

  sporadic worship thoughts watch on youtube or here   laly let me hold the center of make-believe  because meditation numbs the brain  so here's a song I've sung to pacify myself with I've relocate the memorized lyrics to a secret cache  I'll relay to you the vibes and humms in case you need to find out  why you're here with me in these shameless thoughts why I'm in the distance ignored even though you're in my head? at times you trouble me as I stand waiting or as i lay underneath the tree of patience you evade me when I quizz my fate I don't need a chemical high what's in me are suffice. and sometimes i receive over-expanded mixed signals but one day you'll understand why your photographs are memory gateways to cherish to behold if you could only see and feel how my suicidal words strive to annotate when it trouble me against me demanding what have i done? to me forgiveness or redemption are not sanctuaries of stones not a sacred dire...