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iron lung listen on youtube or here ambush me hook line and sinker when your BREATHs invades THIS CITY OF MINE AND I lose MY SELF BEFORE i get to face you to test my natural resolve THE MORE I TWIST YOUR NAME THE MORE I FIND OUT WHAT IT MEANS to breathe WHATEVER I FEEL IT’S ME INSANE IN YOUR NAME OVER AND OVER IT’S JUST THE SAME dream with you in different shades of deceit A photograph is now a tender PAPER WALL AS YOUR photo glows under my spell AND burnt rumors are petals of ASHES laying all around me I've talked the talk and i need to walk it  IT’S HERE ...HELUCINATIONS It's A DARKER SHADE OF WHITE parallel to A COOL lie smooth as A SIMPLE BLISTER and LANDMINEs OF HATE between THE BENDS misfired MY BONES, THE THIRST, all of me HIGH & DRY explaining it's just TO BULLET PROOF MY IRON LUNG & breathe when i see you again to tell you  i have an anthem for you about me so plant ME IN the WOMB of your mind to impregnate your thoughts  LET ME BE THE CENTER FIGURE IN YO...

 IF listen on youtube or here IF I EVER HAD 30 HEARTS  29 would've bled for you on rotation and one for me to live on IF I EVER HAD A PICTURE OF YOU it wouldn't make a difference you're occupying my head any way IF I EVER HAD A DESIRE TO LEAVE YOU i pondered at times would it matter? you would've been at the destination anyway  IF I EVER HAD A WORD TO HEAL ME  i wouldn't use it,  considering there isn't a mixture of your breath in it   its a matter of time before i miss you, miss being alive  IF I EVER HAD A blind NURSERY rhyme i would want you to play it on my chest like a piano via braille it all depends on if if only i had an if  i would make everything come true IF I EVER HAD A VISION FOR that gotchya MOMENT  i wouldn't want it to expire IF I EVER HAD A BREATH OF SURPRISE  i want you to see my appreciated reaction IF I EVER HAD A TRIP INTO MY FATE I WOULD PUNCTURE THE SCRIPT just to loiter & squatter in your realm  to s...

failure to launch listen on youtube or here fast love passed me by without a glance i was late for the last train track back to lalyland i lost my laughter fading with the rear lights I bid my kith & kins a farewell with a rock lullaby "I'm closer to the edge"  and 3 fake smiles for others to admire as spare  I have a memorial design in hand to participate  to Show off in your annual carnage parade Instilling fear in those challenging fools but me. and I’ll justify the lie  I'll Retreat into the oceans covering 2/3 of the earth away from where you cover the rest.” where you heart surf the vulnerable  Let me converse with you at a sidewalk cafe  I'll blend in with scrolling screens seeking the evening news taking you out of your element sniping me as your latest trend I'll Throw stones at the sky when away crawl into holes for re-enforcement thoughts confessing I didn’t obey the false positive callings but because the autistic shape of my heart it  ...

 TALK TO ME listen on youtube or here MY wandering SOUL Drifted INTO the oncoming CLOUDS lane and shadows OF YOUR smile flickered like rebellious butterflies THE DAY YOU LEFT ME FAR BEHIND. YOU SHOULD’VE warned me IT’S HARD WITHOUT YOU, sprinkling remnants OF WINE drops escaped my glass AFFECTION Lit a CANDLE for me romancing the moment to come while waiting for you to reach out and talk to me  polish YOUR WORDS before dispatching them my way LAUGHTER AND SORROWS are a fabric OF US. I’VE KNOWN THEN i couldn't frame you in words TO JUSTIFY YOU AS ROADS NEVER PAVED WEREN’T MEANT TO REACH THE END. I’VE SEEN you come, I'm stalling to let you GO, As a tired VOICE TAPPING ME SOFTLY UTTERING to me to confess  that you're not mine it was just my turn i still need to talk to you  the YEARS I've been waiting for HAVE COME Passing me TO REST 5 miles behind me handing over a signature of YOUR PILLOW LIPS to your friends to play with mesmerizing them  Talk To Me ON my LONELY...

 AFTER DARK MY ADORE listen on youtube or here PAIN OF THE DAY capped off by calling you AS I TRAVEL TO THE days SUNSET AWAY from THe orange SUN RAGE OF A CHILD IN MY SOUL waiting for the MIDNIGHT sessions THE wolf in me aroused,  Joining caravan of souls to face the ritual of loneliness clogging the atmosphere I found out I’m not the only one as The sky SHEDS IT’S introduction IN RED DRIZZLES but it's all AFTER dark my adore, after dark COME BREATHE INSIDE WOMAN TALK..... TOUCH.......  REMEMBER ANY AROMA WE SMELL IS fueled by your BURNING breathes ROLL AROUND THE bedroom playground play with MY thoughts swing on my low hanging soul test  A CLICHÉ OR TWO we might learn something KISS THE HOURS to pause time accelerations  and let me explain my intentions let me do what i promised after dark so i guide THE LYING NAILS INTO THE VALLEY BELOW for hibernation, now 5 feet under my nose is wandering A STRANGER IN MY OWN space,  with your tattooed name injected...

COLDPLAY MOOD listen on youtube or here I’M IN A COLDPLAY MOOD FOR you & some CANDY,  FOR MY DEPRIVED TALEs,  tales of LIKE THE MONA LISA IN PERFUME  so HUG THE UNSTABLE FRAGILE wishes,  WASH YOUR HAIR IN THE RIVERS OF MY DERANGED STATE  BEFORE THE REST GOES UNTOUCHED I’M IN A COLDPLAY MOOD AND and I'll ADAPT you AS A RELIGION,  and for you to STRAP MY chants AS a SYMBOL ON YOUR CHEST A NECKLACE  AND HAVE A TOAST IN MY HONOR ABOUT MY DEDICATION TO you AN OCCATION THAT NEVER repeats. I’M IN A COLDPLAY MOOD just waiting for you   THE SHORELINES OF YOUR LIPS ARE TOO FAR TO contact,  I HAVE NO MAP FOR ANY type of you, just the wants and calls ONE DAY IT’S IN MY VIENS WINE from dreams dreams that I've washed with ROSEWATER FROM THE BASIN YOU JUST WASH YOUR FEET FROM,  FROM THE FIRST DRY KISS,  I HAD YOU A DAGGAR IN MY BED in DOVE SCENTED SKIN,  and i  BLED A LITTLE WHILE for you, to fine tune me I’M IN A COLDPLAY MOOD ...

  face to face standoff listen on youtube or here WE TRAP OUR SELFS going around IN CIRCLEs, pretending to be squares,  navigating the zizaging shaped questions, trapped in triangle conversations,  we elude each other when it's face to face, then walk away empty handed of answers and Growing conversations SPIRAL, FEEDING OFF THE latest posts & reels,  THE SPIRAL MELTS AS IT GETS CLOSER TO THE SKY LINES of truth,  THE ANGELS WERE on high hope, THEIRE THOUGHTS NOT ON PRAYERS BUT ON YOU BABY Laly, what would you say to me? THE THOUGHTS COME DRIPPING DOWN ONTO MY WALLS, a puzzle to analyze So I had a one way shot to see where this goes  to acquaint lullabies from the dark side of your mind  MEMORIES OF YOU BABY LOVE PUTS ME ON MY Side, since you've gone private AND I CAN't shake THE fragile THOUGHTs LIKE THE SCENT OF THE MORNING ROSE SCRATCHING YOUR NOSE, IT’S A SIGHT TO SEE Laly WHEN you WALKed AWAY for the last time  and ABOUT ALL I COULD FEEL L...

 pretty dirty mind  listen on youtube or here  SOMETHING HAPPENED LAST NIGHT BABY LOVE, I WAS BITTING INTO YOUR FLOWER HAPPINES WAS AT THE END OF A CANDLE STICK draining the thirst AWAY while I WAS PUSHING MY WAY INTO YOU SOMETHING HAPPENED TO YOUR FACE  i saw the reflection of your pretty dirty mind we mutually AGREED to PUT AWAY DISBELIEVE Smiling AGAINST THE infantile fear of what's next i had you cornered in my head  I engraved my self in your bed  I gifted my soul for your dry love runs   you became the inferno and I was the generated heat i felt the reflexes of your pretty sweaty body I leeched on to you, the dark temple, It’s a buffet of worship specials you offer,  aphrodisiacs style on Sunday Monday was open night  the untamed mantra way on Tuesday  Wednesday was recap of favorites Kama Sutra flowed Thursday  Friday is you being you, raw & untamed you the fire and i the smoke Saturday the finale is to thank the lor...

PLAYERS & PLAYGROUNDS listen on youtube or here   PLAYERS & PLAYGROUNDS ELEVATE YOU IN A SHORT GAME I've rolled the dices of my luck in the club I HAD MY REASONS TO COME ON TO YOU IT’S tugging ME FOR Another DOSE Spending ALL I’VE GOT draining ANOTHER PIECE OF ME moods are BROKEN INTO selective beats AROUND YOUR LEISURE TIME, spreading gestures of hope and I'm lost between the sneaking winks, blowing kisses and the serpent like moves I WAS THERE WALKING THE SLOW PLANS with Hennessey An old friend of mine strolling around the dance floor where you shine where you welcome the moths to burn and my mind LOST IN THE HILLS OF MY DOWN FALLS under my nose misguided WORDS ushered out of a defunct MOUTH , PALMS AND FINGERS took up the slack IN A LANGUAGE OF SIGNS THERE I CRUSHED THE SMOKE THAT’S CIRCLING THE CAVATIES OF MY MISTAKES AND THE FIRE’S CHEWING LETTERS STANDING ON what was ONCE WAS MYSELF Giving My bone the BENDS and THE THIRST static in a HIGH & DRY ...

sick drop listen on youtube or here I.... who am I to you? a bounce in your head  another depleted soul on the exit  an over welcomed nostalgia on the burn out blindsided for today, forgotten tomorrow   I.... what am i to you?  a sick drop on your bucket list i invited you here in my dream to confirm that those flavored traps you laid burned my plans  plans to peel off that beautiful face of yours  to see the real you that despises me because rumors about us split in opposite directions rumors about me scarred my reflection rumors about you conscripted those with a death wish I, I want to restore my status in your head  the echoes of your moaning voices healed no one  and my greedy soul is still starving so make me filthy to your taste your favorite layout anything that makes you want me    I, I ask what do you want with me?  is it to infect me with loneliness?  I'm immune to that by now, being a fool through the aimless baited...

untitled story listen on youtube or here I, one of the few and proud fools entering your arena Conscripted by loneliness  Just because I got drugged by your smile I, by my own resolve challenged to capture you  or something of you  but where did i go wrong ? did i give off the wrong scent? waiting for you in that 2nd Ave smoke shop  i just needed someone to help me feel  i never intended to cross you i was addicted to tales of your trips away and days at home and i was violated by your smile overdosing me when i rest my head  i anticipated you between the hello's and goodbye's every other day  so Hold me now, my facial expressions lost it's shape shifting abilities   malfunctioning and now it's set only to greet you  I feel the contagion molesting my heart   so come lay next to me discover anthologies beneath my bones   let me infect you with sterile pre & post-us drafts & memories traces of stuttering clips a...

memory clout listen on youtube or here  I touched my thoughts and my soul caved in it's a victim on demand for the sake of memories   I obay the ordinary hate that comes with the territory granting her A smile for leisure a touch of empathy  but how much would she feel if it means dusting off the layers of years visiting those childhood days  I Criss cross the 80 interstate a trip to the old homestead to lullaby rock town i played reels of memories scrolling on the windshield the resurrected cold faces  reflected along the highway pouring sense into what went wrong I was hesitant to take me back to yesterday going back there to the backyard, for closure where memories accumulated from childhood through graduation we ran around the block and we ran the clock  growing up so fast and we played on the swings drank lemonade under the peach tree, talked about us on the porch and said our hello's & goodbyes by the front door in the summer  and throug...

Tania after 6   listen on youtube or here  tania, you're never home until after 6  you pass me by lonely with your elegant walk   you come tired beaten by the day leaving words & people behind day in, day out, always after 6   you can’t lay your head down, without the thousand of thoughts sailing away you’re still looking for that someone to smile to you & with you and it seems like yesterday, that you’ve found that someone,  but he changed just like the seasons, like the pre-yesterdays.   you pass by broken, I've read the hurt in your eyes. picking five numbers of your choice , one for good luck for a lotto chance, but it also fails you  your slender fingers embracing the pen like a newborn baby  carving the words to your favorite song,  killing me softly it’s hard to give birth to words  when your lips feel time is stagnant curling up on that cold bed & gently scrolling the lines of a novel,  w...

down in the Caribbean   listen on youtube or here down in the Caribbean where desires meet reality,   ashes of an affair in the air   and dreams of choice comes at a premium  blessed by the teenage moon in the sky's watch tower   a voodoo flame warming up for a private lap dance   the high waves taming the wildly tanned & ivory bodies  but you, but you tania, blending your chocolate shade with the night theme  a classic country of ancient glory   vengeful vampires, ballads & serenades   spells from candles, nibbling love bites,  snakes & crocodiles in human form mingling with the bunnies & cats     a true beloved in the arms of a breathing demon   a voice in the cozy corner of voodoo dancers   while the moon sheds light on the mood   guiding me to your shed in the backyard   near a perfect circle of burnt amber aroma  ...

good dead day listen on youtube or here  blood is oxidized by my stagnant feelings     failing to touch you beneath your dirty thoughts drowning the suns energy of the day with this and that    anticipating a playful moon by night  whisper to me the basic fact and and I'll follow you to where it hurts  and if we can't get it done, im okay, it'll still be another good dead day let's lay in the suns courtyard the day after let's toss horse shoes on what’s left of every loose end i close my eyes for the night's arrival just like yesterday i pause to stay and welcome you to the best of what my dreams can do voices & memories reflected through photographs,  once upon a time you promised me what’s to come i found nothing but you staring back in denial,  asking me why i bled for you?   i gave you what i could, while you waited for the unknown showdown and me? me? a day without anything done it was a good dead day, and i'm still ok...