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Voodoo Eyes

voodoo eyes listen on youtube or here  1 THERE ARE TRACES OF  VOODOO WITH TALES TO COME,  AND around IT THE EMPTINESS OF WHAT’S NOT YOU HAVE’NT THEY TOLD YOU that IN YOU,  THERE IS something in my reduced world FOR ME TO BARE when around you so INTO THE EDGE OF THE COOLEST cave i delve into SHADE & SALIVA reminiscing the blue glow of the second kiss the burn of embrace that will never feel the same we love to lay under the breezy sky mating voluptuous lips  but IN YOUR EYES  THERE IS VOODOO,   IN YOUR EYES  THERE IS VOODOO 2 HAVE’NT THEY TOLD YOU to LET MY EYES SEE WHAT THE WORLD HAS CONDENSED IN YOUR SOUL,  THE BEAUTY THAT DOESN’T  BELONG ON THIS earthly LANDSCAPE,  BUT a statue ON THE LAWNS OF THE GODS ABOVE ,  LET ME FEEL WHAT LANGUAGE  NESTLED ON YOUR TONGUE ,  WHAT CAN I TAKE FROM YOUR MOUTH ,  OR POLISH THE TATTOO ON YOUR LIPS ,  feelings that I've dreamt of you confirmed the warm healing sign...

Voodoo Eyes

voodoo eyes listen on youtube or here  1 THERE ARE TRACES OF  VOODOO WITH TALES TO COME,  AND around IT THE EMPTINESS OF WHAT’S NOT YOU HAVE’NT THEY TOLD YOU that IN YOU,  THERE IS something in my reduced world FOR ME TO BARE when around you so INTO THE EDGE OF THE COOLEST cave i delve into SHADE & SALIVA reminiscing the blue glow of the second kiss the burn of embrace that will never feel the same we love to lay under the breezy sky mating voluptuous lips  but IN YOUR EYES  THERE IS VOODOO,   IN YOUR EYES  THERE IS VOODOO 2 HAVE’NT THEY TOLD YOU to LET MY EYES SEE WHAT THE WORLD HAS CONDENSED IN YOUR SOUL,  THE BEAUTY THAT DOESN’T  BELONG ON THIS earthly LANDSCAPE,  BUT a statue ON THE LAWNS OF THE GODS ABOVE ,  LET ME FEEL WHAT LANGUAGE  NESTLED ON YOUR TONGUE ,  WHAT CAN I TAKE FROM YOUR MOUTH ,  OR POLISH THE TATTOO ON YOUR LIPS ,  feelings that I've dreamt of you confirmed the warm healing sign...

Hibernation

Hibernation listen on youtube or here 1 UNKNOWN TO BE so I WAS BORN DENIED TIME TO SING FOR another SUNRISE just like THE peaceful FLOWERS in a standoff,  facing the fact of being plucked i have the same impulse 2 I’LL SEE YOU THERE in the garden I’LL help you wrap your fingers around my neck for just the right pressure and squeeze style let me stare into your eyes for a satisfied glimpse of you absorbing my life 3 COME TO ME BLUE SKIES. YOU LOOK SO PALE GOODBYE SOUL GRAVE YOU WERE SO LOVELY AND SILENT FOR A WHILE  I WAS hibernating in that humming silence unbothered for A COUPLE OF extended YEARS because I've leased a decade of time at a cheap bargain = i hibernated a captured spectrum of you Absorbing THE HEAT OUT OF MY MIND, MY PEN Outlined YOU Laying ON MY PAGES,  Leisurely in my book a cool centerfold spread = 4 THESE WRINKLES IN MY GRIPPING HANDS preserving myths about you Diagnosing ERIE VOICEs polluting THE dying gray SKY  & muted SILENCE dragged away in ...

My World

 My World  listen on youtube or here  1 this is My kinda scene of lovely silver rain, rivers of lust,  land of solitude, walls of silk bricks, but I'm missing something here so, I'm calling the roses & thorns to rise from the bellies of earth  a united rebellion demanding to be picked, smelled & stroked by you  in My beautiful land i remember when i was found,  i was gathering dirt molding your footprints for a beautiful coffin while you were strolling with the slow horses 2 i get lost in my desires, confiding in kissing whispers, weaknesses when I'm under you, underflowing hair     giving you what i can and nothing is good enough for me to go home with,   = My beautiful world  where I would fill my mouth with your promises Where I would let the acidic saliva run to burn inside me Shrink my thoughts into a nipple in the palms of my hands  to silence the dizziness of my drunken words  that’s dream-weaving ...

I Am You

 I Am You  listen on youtube or here   I’VE WASTED SO MUCH TIME OVER THE YEARS Chasing Misprinted LIES that's fueling the world around me exhausting patience & skirmishes AGAINST YOU armed with imagination failing to conquer you so now i feel I'm just like everyone else MY SENCE OF GIVING HAS BEEN RUSTED WITH OUT A stable provision but i want to tell you about a reoccurring epiphany I am the voice that comes to you when you call I am the sound of silence and the noise in chaos  I answer the call when you put headphones on for the vibing tunes  i am the dream hub you spin the wheel of dreams from I am the man you imagine when searching for that hero I am,  i am a man waiting for you  I am  MY PRIVACY HAS BEEN REVEALED TO YOU, I've given you pleas from every nation influencing YOU with cascading TEMPLATEs & COMMANDMENTS  tossing them up in the air LIKE ANY OTHER SONG ON THE RADIO hoping for a hit, NOT TO THE masses, BUT TO YOU  TO ...

Creating Laly

Creating Laly listen on youtube or here Some creations are so perfect they evolve to destroy It started when I took a sip, kissing the glass rim of rose water From a waterfall by the Milky Way, magnificent But it's nothing like the kisses I dire for to match my taste So I created Heaven & Earth for the masses = But my need is to create my own missing masterpiece I shall create someone a demigoddess From a consummation of my inner core Recklessness, emotions, elite alphabet Ambition, sprinkled with a little greed And a little flavor of everything human All that shall flow throughout her, around me And fragility is born from within a human, activated when broken And it started out as a thought with coded words on lines Encrypted on the pillars of my commandments = A creation in the form of a poem Taking her shape as I create Balanced concoctions, flesh and bones Extracted pieces from me formed her life The core of me begets her a spirit Therefore I am, and she is, my most valuabl...

I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Policy of Truth

POLICY OF TRUTH  listen on youtube or here A PART OF ME is RATTLED WITH DOUBT SO LET ME BLESS MYSELF IN A VOLUPTUOUS LIE UNTIL JUDGEMENT SPEAKS AND CONFIRMS THAT  MY WITHER-NESS IS RECEIVING COLORFUL CHAMeLeON FLAMES AFTER BELIEVING PRINTED OATHS ON THE AIRWAVES THE charred WALLS adorned PICTURES ONCE DRAWN ON ANIMAL SKIN PALENESS OF MY MIND LAYED SPREAD ON A TABLE OF A Deceiving mind DESIRE’S SO DECEIVING DESTINY IS WHAT IT MEANS, a far voyage just like your PROMISES, I'll stab me for the sake of you it WAS A SIMPLE GAME TO HOLD  when we signed the POLICY OF TRUTH and ONE AFTERNOON WAS MY WITNESS,  and I HAD NOTHING for HOURS THE OUTLINES OF YOUR FACE, A PAGE IN MY LIFE,  YOU WERE ADRIFT SINKING AWAY into THE DARK bottom OF MY ABYSS  squinting FOR COLORFUL RAINBOWS SLIDING AWAY FROM THE SOUNDS of my calls  lunatic SHADOWS STROLLING THE DARKNESS NIGHTMARES OF STRANGERS & FADER'S  IN THIS TEASING downward spiral,  UNTIL YOU STOP, UNTIL YOU...

Green Saxophone Notes

GREEN SAXOPHONE NOTES listen on youtube or here GREEN SAXAPHONE NOTES IN SINISTER GROUNDS,  I CAN HEAR GROWING WHISPERS FROM NIGHT COLORS,  swaying shades of people between BLACK AND WHITE stood out Rubbed and marinated IN HEAT,  FROM THE BOUNDARIES OF THE CITY,  AT A DARK CAFÉ IN A CORNER,  BETWEEN THE LAYERS OF DARKNESS,  to the fishy ricocheting REPUTATIONs PARADISE IN A PLEASURE BOX, YOU HAVE tempt DESIREs to thirst for more, SKIES above your room Blushes FROM oncoming thoughts cobbles stones glowed the path to your street IN The town's OLD QUARTERS the path to you bled all morals what remained are dirty notions and rebellious wishes anticipating release I’VE SLIPPED INTO MY DREAMS just to turn it off and I'm returning back TO YOU  TIP TOWING UP THE DIRTY DARK STAIRWAYS RUB THE GREEN passcode TO OPEN the DOOR WHEREAS YOUR HEART TWISTS WITH PLEASURE the room now fulfils its prophecy  sending TEMPTATION & innuendos back on to the streets...

Tulip Stem

tulip stem listen on youtube or here I molded a cast for the broken tulip stem This wooden shack by the deserted block needed a possessed spirit  Something For the tulips to gaze at by the window sill   Where you were once stood  Apathy by you drove the guard dogs to die waiting On my soulless land  I drew a shadow with crayon where the happening Once laid the misfire of fate wailing & waiting at the end of the day  like a wounded sundown gone wrong  I left the shack alone in the dark But i took home with me a cold photo of you gazing the sky  I’m so unsure now I’m so unsure now  if I ever held you so close Your moods hinted I’m not wanted anymore  But you still have and loving all of me imprisoned  So release the idle spirit To roam the roads a vagabond To search for another headrest  A cold spot I can warm up  with stories about you  i saw myself laying at night  counting reincarnated passing souls i wasn’t...

Iron Lung

iron lung listen on youtube or here ambush me hook line and sinker when your BREATHs invades THIS CITY OF MINE AND I lose MY SELF BEFORE i get to face you to test my natural resolve THE MORE I TWIST YOUR NAME THE MORE I FIND OUT WHAT IT MEANS to breathe WHATEVER I FEEL IT’S ME INSANE IN YOUR NAME OVER AND OVER IT’S JUST THE SAME dream with you in different shades of deceit A photograph is now a tender PAPER WALL AS YOUR photo glows under my spell AND burnt rumors are petals of ASHES laying all around me I've talked the talk and i need to walk it  IT’S HERE ...HELUCINATIONS It's A DARKER SHADE OF WHITE parallel to A COOL lie smooth as A SIMPLE BLISTER and LANDMINEs OF HATE between THE BENDS misfired MY BONES, THE THIRST, all of me HIGH & DRY explaining it's just TO BULLET PROOF MY IRON LUNG & breathe when i see you again to tell you  i have an anthem for you about me so plant ME IN the WOMB of your mind to impregnate your thoughts  LET ME BE THE CENTER FIGURE IN YO...

If

 IF listen on youtube or here IF I EVER HAD 30 HEARTS  29 would've bled for you on rotation and one for me to live on IF I EVER HAD A PICTURE OF YOU it wouldn't make a difference you're occupying my head any way IF I EVER HAD A DESIRE TO LEAVE YOU i pondered at times would it matter? you would've been at the destination anyway  IF I EVER HAD A WORD TO HEAL ME  i wouldn't use it,  considering there isn't a mixture of your breath in it   its a matter of time before i miss you, miss being alive  IF I EVER HAD A blind NURSERY rhyme i would want you to play it on my chest like a piano via braille it all depends on if if only i had an if  i would make everything come true IF I EVER HAD A VISION FOR that gotchya MOMENT  i wouldn't want it to expire IF I EVER HAD A BREATH OF SURPRISE  i want you to see my appreciated reaction IF I EVER HAD A TRIP INTO MY FATE I WOULD PUNCTURE THE SCRIPT just to loiter & squatter in your realm  to s...

Failure to Launch

failure to launch listen on youtube or here fast love passed me by without a glance i was late for the last train track back to lalyland i lost my laughter fading with the rear lights I bid my kith & kins a farewell with a rock lullaby "I'm closer to the edge"  and 3 fake smiles for others to admire as spare  I have a memorial design in hand to participate  to Show off in your annual carnage parade Instilling fear in those challenging fools but me. and I’ll justify the lie  I'll Retreat into the oceans covering 2/3 of the earth away from where you cover the rest.” where you heart surf the vulnerable  Let me converse with you at a sidewalk cafe  I'll blend in with scrolling screens seeking the evening news taking you out of your element sniping me as your latest trend I'll Throw stones at the sky when away crawl into holes for re-enforcement thoughts confessing I didn’t obey the false positive callings but because the autistic shape of my heart it  ...

Talk to Me

 TALK TO ME listen on youtube or here MY wandering SOUL Drifted INTO the oncoming CLOUDS lane and shadows OF YOUR smile flickered like rebellious butterflies THE DAY YOU LEFT ME FAR BEHIND. YOU SHOULD’VE warned me IT’S HARD WITHOUT YOU, sprinkling remnants OF WINE drops escaped my glass AFFECTION Lit a CANDLE for me romancing the moment to come while waiting for you to reach out and talk to me  polish YOUR WORDS before dispatching them my way LAUGHTER AND SORROWS are a fabric OF US. I’VE KNOWN THEN i couldn't frame you in words TO JUSTIFY YOU AS ROADS NEVER PAVED WEREN’T MEANT TO REACH THE END. I’VE SEEN you come, I'm stalling to let you GO, As a tired VOICE TAPPING ME SOFTLY UTTERING to me to confess  that you're not mine it was just my turn i still need to talk to you  the YEARS I've been waiting for HAVE COME Passing me TO REST 5 miles behind me handing over a signature of YOUR PILLOW LIPS to your friends to play with mesmerizing them  Talk To Me ON my LONELY...

After Dark my Adore

 AFTER DARK MY ADORE listen on youtube or here PAIN OF THE DAY capped off by calling you AS I TRAVEL TO THE days SUNSET AWAY from THe orange SUN RAGE OF A CHILD IN MY SOUL waiting for the MIDNIGHT sessions THE wolf in me aroused,  Joining caravan of souls to face the ritual of loneliness clogging the atmosphere I found out I’m not the only one as The sky SHEDS IT’S introduction IN RED DRIZZLES but it's all AFTER dark my adore, after dark COME BREATHE INSIDE WOMAN TALK..... TOUCH.......  REMEMBER ANY AROMA WE SMELL IS fueled by your BURNING breathes ROLL AROUND THE bedroom playground play with MY thoughts swing on my low hanging soul test  A CLICHÉ OR TWO we might learn something KISS THE HOURS to pause time accelerations  and let me explain my intentions let me do what i promised after dark so i guide THE LYING NAILS INTO THE VALLEY BELOW for hibernation, now 5 feet under my nose is wandering A STRANGER IN MY OWN space,  with your tattooed name injected...

ColdPlay Mood

COLDPLAY MOOD listen on youtube or here I’M IN A COLDPLAY MOOD FOR you & some CANDY,  FOR MY DEPRIVED TALEs,  tales of LIKE THE MONA LISA IN PERFUME  so HUG THE UNSTABLE FRAGILE wishes,  WASH YOUR HAIR IN THE RIVERS OF MY DERANGED STATE  BEFORE THE REST GOES UNTOUCHED I’M IN A COLDPLAY MOOD AND and I'll ADAPT you AS A RELIGION,  and for you to STRAP MY chants AS a SYMBOL ON YOUR CHEST A NECKLACE  AND HAVE A TOAST IN MY HONOR ABOUT MY DEDICATION TO you AN OCCATION THAT NEVER repeats. I’M IN A COLDPLAY MOOD just waiting for you   THE SHORELINES OF YOUR LIPS ARE TOO FAR TO contact,  I HAVE NO MAP FOR ANY type of you, just the wants and calls ONE DAY IT’S IN MY VIENS WINE from dreams dreams that I've washed with ROSEWATER FROM THE BASIN YOU JUST WASH YOUR FEET FROM,  FROM THE FIRST DRY KISS,  I HAD YOU A DAGGAR IN MY BED in DOVE SCENTED SKIN,  and i  BLED A LITTLE WHILE for you, to fine tune me I’M IN A COLDPLAY MOOD ...

Face to Face Standoff

  face to face standoff listen on youtube or here WE TRAP OUR SELFS going around IN CIRCLEs, pretending to be squares,  navigating the zizaging shaped questions, trapped in triangle conversations,  we elude each other when it's face to face, then walk away empty handed of answers and Growing conversations SPIRAL, FEEDING OFF THE latest posts & reels,  THE SPIRAL MELTS AS IT GETS CLOSER TO THE SKY LINES of truth,  THE ANGELS WERE on high hope, THEIRE THOUGHTS NOT ON PRAYERS BUT ON YOU BABY Laly, what would you say to me? THE THOUGHTS COME DRIPPING DOWN ONTO MY WALLS, a puzzle to analyze So I had a one way shot to see where this goes  to acquaint lullabies from the dark side of your mind  MEMORIES OF YOU BABY LOVE PUTS ME ON MY Side, since you've gone private AND I CAN't shake THE fragile THOUGHTs LIKE THE SCENT OF THE MORNING ROSE SCRATCHING YOUR NOSE, IT’S A SIGHT TO SEE Laly WHEN you WALKed AWAY for the last time  and ABOUT ALL I COULD FEEL L...

Pretty Dirty Mind

 pretty dirty mind  listen on youtube or here  SOMETHING HAPPENED LAST NIGHT BABY LOVE, I WAS BITTING INTO YOUR FLOWER HAPPINES WAS AT THE END OF A CANDLE STICK draining the thirst AWAY while I WAS PUSHING MY WAY INTO YOU SOMETHING HAPPENED TO YOUR FACE  i saw the reflection of your pretty dirty mind we mutually AGREED to PUT AWAY DISBELIEVE Smiling AGAINST THE infantile fear of what's next i had you cornered in my head  I engraved my self in your bed  I gifted my soul for your dry love runs   you became the inferno and I was the generated heat i felt the reflexes of your pretty sweaty body I leeched on to you, the dark temple, It’s a buffet of worship specials you offer,  aphrodisiacs style on Sunday Monday was open night  the untamed mantra way on Tuesday  Wednesday was recap of favorites Kama Sutra flowed Thursday  Friday is you being you, raw & untamed you the fire and i the smoke Saturday the finale is to thank the lor...

Players & Playgrounds

PLAYERS & PLAYGROUNDS listen on youtube or here   PLAYERS & PLAYGROUNDS ELEVATE YOU IN A SHORT GAME I've rolled the dices of my luck in the club I HAD MY REASONS TO COME ON TO YOU IT’S tugging ME FOR Another DOSE Spending ALL I’VE GOT draining ANOTHER PIECE OF ME moods are BROKEN INTO selective beats AROUND YOUR LEISURE TIME, spreading gestures of hope and I'm lost between the sneaking winks, blowing kisses and the serpent like moves I WAS THERE WALKING THE SLOW PLANS with Hennessey An old friend of mine strolling around the dance floor where you shine where you welcome the moths to burn and my mind LOST IN THE HILLS OF MY DOWN FALLS under my nose misguided WORDS ushered out of a defunct MOUTH , PALMS AND FINGERS took up the slack IN A LANGUAGE OF SIGNS THERE I CRUSHED THE SMOKE THAT’S CIRCLING THE CAVATIES OF MY MISTAKES AND THE FIRE’S CHEWING LETTERS STANDING ON what was ONCE WAS MYSELF Giving My bone the BENDS and THE THIRST static in a HIGH & DRY ...

Sick Drop

sick drop listen on youtube or here I.... who am I to you? a bounce in your head  another depleted soul on the exit  an over welcomed nostalgia on the burn out blindsided for today, forgotten tomorrow   I.... what am i to you?  a sick drop on your bucket list i invited you here in my dream to confirm that those flavored traps you laid burned my plans  plans to peel off that beautiful face of yours  to see the real you that despises me because rumors about us split in opposite directions rumors about me scarred my reflection rumors about you conscripted those with a death wish I, I want to restore my status in your head  the echoes of your moaning voices healed no one  and my greedy soul is still starving so make me filthy to your taste your favorite layout anything that makes you want me    I, I ask what do you want with me?  is it to infect me with loneliness?  I'm immune to that by now, being a fool through the aimless baited...

Untitled Story

untitled story listen on youtube or here I, one of the few and proud fools entering your arena Conscripted by loneliness  Just because I got drugged by your smile I, by my own resolve challenged to capture you  or something of you  but where did i go wrong ? did i give off the wrong scent? waiting for you in that 2nd Ave smoke shop  i just needed someone to help me feel  i never intended to cross you i was addicted to tales of your trips away and days at home and i was violated by your smile overdosing me when i rest my head  i anticipated you between the hello's and goodbye's every other day  so Hold me now, my facial expressions lost it's shape shifting abilities   malfunctioning and now it's set only to greet you  I feel the contagion molesting my heart   so come lay next to me discover anthologies beneath my bones   let me infect you with sterile pre & post-us drafts & memories traces of stuttering clips a...