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precious v1 listen on youtube or here precious v2  listen on youtube or here (version 2 lyrics below)     ------------------  I make a full bow   with half emotion,   quarter lust   a quarter to spare   net weight of words   overexpands my capacity…   = I foresee my gain   here's the move on   are you mad yet?   = dispensable, recyclable   alive I am in your face if you spare,   snuff me, and I'm a memory   in your mind everywhere you step. So dispose of me accordingly. = I won't die just for the taking   a deficient creation made by you   versatile to your taste.  = a temporary sanctuary, a torture house   I'm a straight-faced scarecrow by myself   a full circled spell in you.   = I feel you are so precious   igniting flames in my head   sensing an onslaught of a death scene   about to be deja vu … = I sense you coming to me   to be dispensable at your nee...

why? listen on youtube or here   why ? why do i I touch the sky, poke the clouds But can’t feel the spirit of life around Where are the powers to help me? Where are they? = I plowed into the earth’s crust . But all I feel is the dead Where is life that springs from it? = I have a photograph and a backup in my mind yet still vague, not close enough = You are everywhere to be felt, and nowhere to be seen in my cause, a true chameleon , you are = I walked the destination-free roads anticipating an ambush from you I chilled with my aimless moments to kill the time I possessed your games up to the third base Where did I divert? Where did I go wrong? = I adjusted the heavens redirected the clouds to 45 degrees to my left & the winds to 12 knots rubbed earth’s belly massaging the dead citizens of my past = reintroduced myself to a photograph that can't remember me rebooted an out-of-sync backup in my mind Where did my strategy implode? = I, In the penthouse, hating you from above l...

Journey listen on youtube or here cruising the Pacific Ocean on the sunset’s blue side, my spirits paving a silver wake towards the ski’s end, to the high counsel... an exclusive flight with control damage, seeking the queens’ meadows, that rumored high-hope mystery... it's a head trip to Dove Coast Bay, strong and silent, filled with hysteria, a magic sunbird protecting an anti-freeze doll, a wizard of hearts with pistols & roses, guarded by dead soldiers a distance away, I scale the walls of the “Bay of Pirates” castle. A particular status brat, cold on a throne, highly handed maids that drain you, crowned in vapor & scarlet smoke, holier than thou... surrounded with regal snow, taste of honeydew, I replenished an amphora .   fleeing in the south winds in my streamer on the ocean crest you a phoenix in the air above, take a dashing drive, landing on soft pillows, Meet a demon lover on a purple bed between posts of flying dragons on a deck stuffed with pink clouds and ...

favorite liar version 3 official (instrumental update)  listen on youtube or here favorite liar listen on youtube or here favorite liar version 1   favorite liar version 2     Because I misread your gaze when you said hello I searched for lost diamonds in your lies I've discovered the fire you set up and the plan dumping my pools of innocence in your rivers of deceit between what you said and what you meant, I'm troubled to call you a friend, Yet I was trapped in your childish games delusional between your body parts & fool's paradise leisuring under cool cotton candy clouds playing in melon-flavored jelly mud other times it's a dilemma to call you a friend,   I adored you so much I couldn't turn around and walk away I had to stare into a homicide or die by suicide walking away, you decide, does it feel like I'm lying? = wrapped in woven sheets of make-believe I was tempted, I was too innocent to ask, too guilty to steal, too weak to run, too numb to...

by an oasis listen on youtube or here by an oasis underneath a shade, let me hurt alone to air my grievance to the wise man to give away a slice of my troubled peace,   but not the actual pain, because I can't find it in me it's coming from your direction so the wise man advised that i need to keep myself away from me   I never comprehended his words about my suicidal dreams, undecided about a way to decipher a vision of me   under the shade of a palm tree a visioned mirage hiding in the next oasis that I could never reach alludes me just like you. = you vanished when i trespassed into your fantacy for a glimps of your beauty's domicile to enlighten my poorly paved path and i pretended that you wanted to touch me and now i'm alone by an oasis I think I’m numb   taking strokes from the sun alone to ponder this trip now, the jitters of hope fade just like the wise mans advice holding my breath for your return   to tell you I want to trip on the fault line to end...

North Star listen on youtube or here The burdens of my past on the train of time passes me by ahead waiting at the final moment spot Where I’m likely to greet you Heavy fog on my shoulders Pushes redemption to the edges of my conciousness into pits of lies.   Burden tells me I’m out of line. = Free falling with the setting sun Engraving its memoirs In a foreign land I find tattooed trees of strange faces asking to take them with me = I’m looking at the cold-colored whiskey moon reflecting the color of your eyes a vagabond on the road seeking My North Star = I can still manage a thought observing a pregnant tree Wishing to be reincarnated a rose to be plucked and smelled To infiltrate a beloveds head to Hear thoughts to Touch their senses to each their own, seeking their North star =   I tattooed a farewell note on a Graffiti wall   posting past sacrifices signing my name I join a nocturnal club waking up before sundown Before you exhale from somewhere Taking me to ex...

driven beyond listen on youtube or here driven beyond I’m trying to be, So let me see what you offered It was unwanted, but let me dig & plow in a bottom-free dream land So I dived to explore you in a deep ocean of green The grassy green you slept on The scene was beholding, & I was driven beyond from private playground to public dominions I let you play me, controlling yourself as you say I was driven beyond == I read the fear in your beautiful eyes, The fear of losing your will to the cause of your deception And it wasn’t what you wanted, You were almost driven beyond I felt true emotions underneath the fake touches What you thought was an illusion was seven colored pulses, seeping from your fingertips Doubt reached you a tad late I almost met your feelings face to face So, everything's the same as you left it, When you were almost driven beyond occasionally, dials of life spins, scrambling channels between your face, your mo...

withered listen on youtube or here   I heard a voice somewhat pale   felt gray guilty fingerprints wrapped up in a scarf you were at the altar with tense wary eyes sacrificing the mood of my blues making it right for you. your life adopted superstitious dreams & tales   memories engulfed in a bouquet of frowns   gravity is by the bedpost, distracting the drama   comforting you that it's alright.   I strolled a harsh path in your head, and the doubts diminished walking you home from the rain that night. yet, in the morning you stood on the corner, waiting   standing still for the messenger of the dream machine hoping answers will lay somewhere between whirling leaves   in the passing's of the soft currents of drifting winds.   from the watch towers of your past whispers in your head morphed into a sniper breath locked me in the crosshairs pulling the trigger I didn’t think you were such a killer taking me out after my introduction to you...

youth lyrics v2 listen on youtube or here   youth lyrics I was a little late, and the guest list was signed off, Teen Spirit carried you away into a state of numbness   inhaling the poisoned youth lyrics pumped out from the radio a nd You were drowning in roulette kisses, bumping you onto Lovers Lane,  All forms of love come with a guilty price. The stickiness stained your reputation with a mid-high, and some doubts if that was'nt enough. What mommy and daddy gave wasn’t enough; Thinking love was a bundle gift box set for a birthday or graduation? despite your best efforts, the smartest of your class, Some things must be tattooed, molded by your hands to call your own, a period in life that fades but never dies. I just want to fade into one of them. Did anyone hear the voices   ushering gently out of your mouth   vexing you more pain the second you crash the pillows,  desperate to sleep, only to wake up to reality? Is it wor...

come unhinged listen on youtube or here come unhinged Come unhinged Come barbaric Come in that all-night mode come with malice intentions I've dedicated me to you Come with true colored seething teeth to rip the curse of youth that never lets you settle down   think of me, swiping right I'm your call on demand calls come to me in vibes, Rattles & hums, Did you pray for me? Meditate your needs but overlooking my shortcomings? Inspire my will that I'm all I can be?... the words you speak during the night comes to me when you're gone i could almost touch and play tag with them, but they're unhinged just like you = I don't blame you, I took you too close to the flame, the curse of youth it induced you to divulge hate, but not to me... you see, you put a mask over my face, painted my old body an effigy still deep in you, I wasn't what you wanted you knew you were lying to yourself but it was all fine with me as I was the other guy somewhere in your life. =...

CRAZY & DEAD   listen on youtube or here CRAZY & DEAD Crazy about you, that's the rumors Eager to devour you A glooming light in the susceptible side of my head Your loving of the other man is a jab in my face It broke the walls of my devotion to generate hatred I Have one for myself to share with you Loving & hating you is in abundance A new pledge, an ominous birth date Poisoned spells are side effects you cause Exposing skeletons in me There might be time left Love's a seed plant one in me Thoughts flow at half pace in the morning Blood flows down to a crawl when you pass by I had a temporary suspicion Confirming it's an infection and not a phase Everything resumes to placidity When you turn & fade away 150 Shutting doors on every morning Silence overruled the sound Coming from my trapped repenting sins My notions reverted to dormant But the fragrance from you Lingers on a naked singularity Filling my 404 shadows With that "what if-i had you...

never go away listen on youtube or here arriving at dawn, I settled down at the front gate   at the temple's door   I siped rose water from Stoney Springs to heal the longing let me witness the motion of you uncoiling your fingers and hear the echoes from above never go away = let me witness the wonder of you healing a flower's broken stem   breathe onto it before the sun rises   brush the floors of the tender shelter. I came to witness you   the echos concur from above never go away = let me witness you gather in a basin   dried crystal tears of broken stars   the missing part of a starving moon   that can't defect its orbit   to witness you purify water into a holy body   dipping your feet into it   never go away = from the front gates   show me what I'm missing   spell your name to praise you  in this silence so the mourning could find me content   or will I wither here before I'm let in?   i came to ...

  Is it cruel to be kind? v2 listen on youtube or here    Is it cruel to be kind? listen on youtube or here it was a beautiful addiction when it began at the eastern wall, I lied with starving spider monkeys going on 300 weeks so far accumulating new pollution on my side bleeding excess black words I find unnamed, meanings untagged, marked in red phrases hit me; I’m bruised & blue, some tamed, some just come along walking the green   I’m so color-full. and youre stil cruel to me = misery awaits today like a good friend rushing me into the mood to filter my thoughts that there is no such thing as the world is enough, but to have you is, until I sleep....   = i'll wait for a lie tucked under suspicious hours I’ll meet the creeper wherever I may roam on the flip side of the world to give up the ghost , for I’m not permitted to want just accepting what was given then I’ll be fine again when I go with the flow down below because I prayed that I wanted you to...