Driven Beyond

driven beyond
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driven beyond

I’m trying to be,

So let me see what you offered

It was unwanted, but let me dig & plow in a bottom-free dream land

So I dived to explore you in a deep ocean of green

The grassy green you slept on

The scene was beholding, & I was driven beyond

from private playground to public dominions

I let you play me, controlling yourself as you say

I was driven beyond

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I read the fear in your beautiful eyes,

The fear of losing your will to the cause of your deception

And it wasn’t what you wanted,

You were almost driven beyond

I felt true emotions underneath the fake touches

What you thought was an illusion was seven colored pulses,

seeping from your fingertips

Doubt reached you a tad late

I almost met your feelings face to face

So, everything's the same as you left it,

When you were almost driven beyond

occasionally, dials of life spins,

scrambling channels between your face,

your moods and the edge of sanity you fear so much

Setting my days into cold chapters

and a pondering heartbeat beneath my skin 

into a senseless machine

The granted remissions failed after we’d grown apart

between sleeping & waking up

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hollow harmony, drifting with time,

It was too light to capture; it was driven beyond

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Sometimes, looks have two meanings

But with you....meanings are on a moody spectrum's

It’s soothing to feel numb, complex, unclear

Relaxed that you’ve touched me

When I’m envied about my state

I wish I could tell my friends

I wish my friends knew my shock

I wish I could tell them how deranged it is to dream about you.

And too much is an addiction.

We live with what we know 

Realizing dreams are sometimes misleading

& I'm driven beyond laly

laly, I'm driven beyond

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lyrics & vocals by azdi404

music credit: Sad R&B Type Beat - LAST CRY by apbeat12