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 Apologies to Laly listen on youtube or here Apologies to Baby   listen on youtube or here laly let me explain what happens in my head remembering you I write what I feel, what stirs me & I envy my words   observing them lying neatly on coffin rows in a graveyard of blank lines without feelings   a useless port if not destined to you  I wish I was ink, creating letters guiding the words to infiltrate you   track where they go   relate how they touch & make you feel correct them according to your mood swings  (all i wanted is for this whole world to see you through my eyes, and my eyes alone) you see, these words make you smile, content they get to touch you before I do   and I envy them, and it should've been me not the alphabet   I want to explore & live your mind to see how your imagination will play with me but it's a far fetched scenario, i know.  but i posses random thoughts  tail...

B ernadine's Moves listen on youtube or here    so what do you know about Bernadine 's moves? let me explain I have a date with a diva so i marked home it's a new addiction I emptied the rumors on sinners highway dropped all my unused intentions i scrapped the last headache, making room for what's to come = this is my kinda scene this is my time = I picked up my best mood on paradise road I'm saving my twisted mind for the trancing moves of Bernadine = the urgency of my voice flooded the airwaves ahead so i texted a smile in slow motion. = my timeline is filtered with some notches, but still all my stories are misdirected, i lost track of them somewhere between my mouth & her ears did it mix up with the bad crowd of chats & rumors...?   i watched as she captivate the screen with short clips the rhythms were spreading haphazardly through the screen = we can't have everything in life, but we can for sure enjoy them as they pass I saw her i...

  55 vs 25 listen on youtube or here in my highs & lows    I felt the shivers that anchored me so unmistakably in your appetite. I gazed the December sun    a mirrored burning like the inside of me quietly   slave to love without affinity   mistaken my ability   Damned me   framing time when you’re here   for arduous answers to simple questions.   So, How do I feel seeing your face? languages disappear I feel paused, I'm just a backdrop for my autobiography ….  I just want to be back in one piece.  in a crimson color pool with a 3D deep wallpaper backdrop there in the seams of my breathing   silence speaks to me somehow. so mind my replies if you feel more than many,  they're signs of loneliness,  tales of grievances ,  subdue them if you must,  proofread my stories over a burning plate,  how I felt you on those days,  remember my drafts, ...

 stay in my head   listen on youtube or here (updated lyrics)   listen on youtube or here         stay in my head laly     stay in my head baby stay in my head laly I was rotated into the portal of your eyes  from the last epiphany spot i knew searching for your soul in a maze following your voices inspired to witness the second coming I Navigated the paths to a place I dreamt  to the last frontier of an Uncharted territory   in the distance, I spotted a running silhouette of you.  An omen of what’s to come if you don't receive me from the corner of my mind  This is how I go out tonight  sharing a piece of me, to give you peace  trading parts of me for places with you  keeping the shell of my heart, I'll grant you the core take your time abusing it as you please just stay in my head  play or reject it as you see fit trash it in your toy box pain is always around loaded all wrong everyone ha...

  schism  v2   =====================================  schism v1   schism v1  1 bound my voice I don't need it listen to my hums vibrating through my skin in Morris code style translate my rhymes  it reflects what I can't confess i feel the schisms coming  2 I live through the night wandering your silk hair with my fingers, I stream through strands one by one reading their DNA like braille  breaking codes in the creases of my palms, which dream needs me to belong  I'm in a schism mode  3 I have the black & white  I need the colors in between from you, I need to be found and I'll be fine so open yourself up more lets discuss what we can do i feel the schisms hanging around 4 if you feel the urge of the schism coming,  just hold on to me ill be fine shut out the thought of opening your eyes &  burying me in the morning,  I object to being a passing memory by afternoon keep your eyes closed, release your...

W elcome to Earth Laly listen on youtube or here   Hello Welcome to earth we're from dust you're one of us.... you're just far more perfected anonymous animals we are with deceptive intentions until we depose the false faces, we're more comfortable being strangers guising egocentric beliefs ravaging each other in Gramercy park by the pool you're just more innocently devious. seduction & snacks in the blood house distracts the honey girls, spin a mouthful of poetic air a pass to a land of imaginations for those escaping zoo nations blow the ashes in my face where you become a rumor. on a hypnotic journey lets trick the band of thieves postpone the joy ride into the wildland maze for later days lets shop artifacts of the dead let's walk the blvd with the stiff & beautiful you've become evanescence migrating into the minds of the clouds for the thirsty & bothered seeking hedonic adaptations like me for an example i lost my orie...

Come as you are v2 listen on youtube or here  Come as you are v1 listen on youtube or here   Come as you are Let me step aside with my disease A disposition familiar with all whom adored you When you come around with your blue dress Your friends stand out as thorns guarding a rose Self-respect is naked; you can't see me Privacy is dead, yet I'm breathing I know the taboo words ... our names together I can't speak them to you about what they mean The advice that you give are for friends, so Let me review your jagged-shaped heart Let me consume that friendship disease That keeps me locked outside Let me clear the path to inch my way closer to you Come as you are, but not as a friend I want bloody lips, lying smiles Contagious words, disarming thoughts Absorbing it all I'd rather be an acquaintance Fighting off ancient disturbing memories Flowing with the trending times Come as you are Turn off the gray color filter Turn on your cool brown eyes, look Let your s...

ending the end v2 listen on youtube or here   ending the end v1 listen on youtube or here it took me forever to realize that it doesn’t matter who has left, hurt or betrayed me, or why i ended up being a part-time lover for every lost soul, = or why i'm filling everyone's gap by choice, hoping for a steady full time face then i wondered why no one is filling in my empty life... why the frontiers of my feelings migrate with them when they leave... = I should’ve consoled them, and ran away with what was left of me, hunt for shelter away from the fleeting days. = even though I fight your ghost every day foiling it's escape plans the thought of freedom from you is sickening, still, you're depleting slowly from the seams of my memory. = But you, .... but you my beloved only you, only you had you stayed around more, it would've been different = deservingly I have become proud for the little time received i knew you in recognizing a smile for what I’ve accom...

  Maria's Beauty Sleep listen on youtube or here   you're a small wonder sleeping maria, pour me a shot of jack to numb my delusional fingers from burning pages of lost time. = tear a piece of my mind seat it by the table sun to gaze I borrowed patience from the feeble waiting for you, while candy alarm clocks , on the beds of my illusions, singing "you're a small wonder baby maria," = the steady rhythm of your breathing breaking into my world, stories of being tired, running with the wild pack of crazy secrets, hijacking my nighttime killer kiss in the palm of your curled fingers. = I'm waiting for you to wake up to tell me what wonders you saw, little do you know, my love you're a small wonder by yourself just sleeping. = I miss you, & stalled time is trying to move on, still waiting for you to wake up from your beauty sleep "you're a small wonder sleeping maria," "you're a beautiful small wonder just s...

Nightfall v2 listen on youtube or here   Nightfall v1 listen on youtube or here It’s nightfall & I’m lost in the bewildered roads that never wanted to reach her. Lost in the empty hills from attrition with the night owls scanning the darkness Feeling the pulse of dawn. = The sky is still in limbo About the memory of silence whispering About my sorrows that never filled a book words constantly spilling over the sides == The hunger of my poems on a plate My healing notions in a wooden cup. I’m dehydrating, and death is carrying his photo albums and coming over with a specialty of his favorite mix, To take me to his kingdom of fear, shamed & naked, To be buried an orphan in god's acre == It’s nightfall & I’m lost in the bewildered roads that never wanted to reach her. because she’s so unforgiving == An eulogy sung by the moaning roses The humming of prayers standing there with surviving dreams that could perish If the gray seasons arrived a little late. an...