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  55 vs 25 listen on youtube or here in my highs & lows    I felt the shivers that anchored me so unmistakably in your appetite. I gazed the December sun    a mirrored burning like the inside of me quietly   slave to love without affinity   mistaken my ability   Damned me   framing time when you’re here   for arduous answers to simple questions.   So, How do I feel seeing your face? languages disappear I feel paused, I'm just a backdrop for my autobiography ….  I just want to be back in one piece.  in a crimson color pool with a 3D deep wallpaper backdrop there in the seams of my breathing   silence speaks to me somehow. so mind my replies if you feel more than many,  they're signs of loneliness,  tales of grievances ,  subdue them if you must,  proofread my stories over a burning plate,  how I felt you on those days,  remember my drafts, ...

 stay in my head   listen on youtube or here (updated lyrics)   listen on youtube or here         stay in my head laly     stay in my head baby stay in my head laly I was rotated into the portal of your eyes  from the last epiphany spot i knew searching for your soul in a maze following your voices inspired to witness the second coming I Navigated the paths to a place I dreamt  to the last frontier of an Uncharted territory   in the distance, I spotted a running silhouette of you.  An omen of what’s to come if you don't receive me from the corner of my mind  This is how I go out tonight  sharing a piece of me, to give you peace  trading parts of me for places with you  keeping the shell of my heart, I'll grant you the core take your time abusing it as you please just stay in my head  play or reject it as you see fit trash it in your toy box pain is always around loaded all wrong everyone ha...

  schism  v2   =====================================  schism v1   schism v1  1 bound my voice I don't need it listen to my hums vibrating through my skin in Morris code style translate my rhymes  it reflects what I can't confess i feel the schisms coming  2 I live through the night wandering your silk hair with my fingers, I stream through strands one by one reading their DNA like braille  breaking codes in the creases of my palms, which dream needs me to belong  I'm in a schism mode  3 I have the black & white  I need the colors in between from you, I need to be found and I'll be fine so open yourself up more lets discuss what we can do i feel the schisms hanging around 4 if you feel the urge of the schism coming,  just hold on to me ill be fine shut out the thought of opening your eyes &  burying me in the morning,  I object to being a passing memory by afternoon keep your eyes closed, release your...

W elcome to Earth Laly listen on youtube or here   Hello Welcome to earth we're from dust you're one of us.... you're just far more perfected anonymous animals we are with deceptive intentions until we depose the false faces, we're more comfortable being strangers guising egocentric beliefs ravaging each other in Gramercy park by the pool you're just more innocently devious. seduction & snacks in the blood house distracts the honey girls, spin a mouthful of poetic air a pass to a land of imaginations for those escaping zoo nations blow the ashes in my face where you become a rumor. on a hypnotic journey lets trick the band of thieves postpone the joy ride into the wildland maze for later days lets shop artifacts of the dead let's walk the blvd with the stiff & beautiful you've become evanescence migrating into the minds of the clouds for the thirsty & bothered seeking hedonic adaptations like me for an example i lost my orie...

Come as you are v2 listen on youtube or here  Come as you are v1 listen on youtube or here   Come as you are Let me step aside with my disease A disposition familiar with all whom adored you When you come around with your blue dress Your friends stand out as thorns guarding a rose Self-respect is naked; you can't see me Privacy is dead, yet I'm breathing I know the taboo words ... our names together I can't speak them to you about what they mean The advice that you give are for friends, so Let me review your jagged-shaped heart Let me consume that friendship disease That keeps me locked outside Let me clear the path to inch my way closer to you Come as you are, but not as a friend I want bloody lips, lying smiles Contagious words, disarming thoughts Absorbing it all I'd rather be an acquaintance Fighting off ancient disturbing memories Flowing with the trending times Come as you are Turn off the gray color filter Turn on your cool brown eyes, look Let your s...

ending the end v2 listen on youtube or here   ending the end v1 listen on youtube or here it took me forever to realize that it doesn’t matter who has left, hurt or betrayed me, or why i ended up being a part-time lover for every lost soul, = or why i'm filling everyone's gap by choice, hoping for a steady full time face then i wondered why no one is filling in my empty life... why the frontiers of my feelings migrate with them when they leave... = I should’ve consoled them, and ran away with what was left of me, hunt for shelter away from the fleeting days. = even though I fight your ghost every day foiling it's escape plans the thought of freedom from you is sickening, still, you're depleting slowly from the seams of my memory. = But you, .... but you my beloved only you, only you had you stayed around more, it would've been different = deservingly I have become proud for the little time received i knew you in recognizing a smile for what I’ve accom...

  Maria's Beauty Sleep listen on youtube or here   you're a small wonder sleeping maria, pour me a shot of jack to numb my delusional fingers from burning pages of lost time. = tear a piece of my mind seat it by the table sun to gaze I borrowed patience from the feeble waiting for you, while candy alarm clocks , on the beds of my illusions, singing "you're a small wonder baby maria," = the steady rhythm of your breathing breaking into my world, stories of being tired, running with the wild pack of crazy secrets, hijacking my nighttime killer kiss in the palm of your curled fingers. = I'm waiting for you to wake up to tell me what wonders you saw, little do you know, my love you're a small wonder by yourself just sleeping. = I miss you, & stalled time is trying to move on, still waiting for you to wake up from your beauty sleep "you're a small wonder sleeping maria," "you're a beautiful small wonder just s...

Nightfall v2 listen on youtube or here   Nightfall v1 listen on youtube or here It’s nightfall & I’m lost in the bewildered roads that never wanted to reach her. Lost in the empty hills from attrition with the night owls scanning the darkness Feeling the pulse of dawn. = The sky is still in limbo About the memory of silence whispering About my sorrows that never filled a book words constantly spilling over the sides == The hunger of my poems on a plate My healing notions in a wooden cup. I’m dehydrating, and death is carrying his photo albums and coming over with a specialty of his favorite mix, To take me to his kingdom of fear, shamed & naked, To be buried an orphan in god's acre == It’s nightfall & I’m lost in the bewildered roads that never wanted to reach her. because she’s so unforgiving == An eulogy sung by the moaning roses The humming of prayers standing there with surviving dreams that could perish If the gray seasons arrived a little late. an...

Olivia 's night  listen on youtube or here    Olivia, tell me what's coming tonight Olivia, I thought I’ve been to the edge before I’ve played with fire before but not like last night. After midnight you become sin free for a moment, semi holy to cast the first stone on the guilty me. My mistake... my mistake was choosing the wrong colors That painted your mood. = a shot of heavy coffee with a cigar in the morning, your Thoughts going in circles Like the strayed smoke, you puff. You looked at me, first of the day, = Ashes from a boisterous last night Saturated the bottom line, it had to go, the "B" cuts polluted the candle box the reels of perfect playbacks, stashed I'll get another chance tonight. = so Here’s a box of kosher chocolate see things from a different angle Falling exhausted in your bed is lost time so Let’s keep things discreet in a new bucket list wish Mines? To hold a candle at your dinner to think over what's coming fo...

sleep baby sleep listen on youtube or here   sleep baby sleep sleep baby sleep don't drown in my pillows don't overkill my dreams I know greed can be overwhelming don't write me off, = rumors you brew are just for two my shadows bestow the warmth, pixels in my imagination stretches to accommodate the resolution of your will = how alone can you fancy with my dreams abusing them to the far borders I have died in you, singular and plural I have died with you and against you I was on both sides of the chessboard baby the ally and the Traitor = take a sip of blood honey drawn from me to quench the thirst a mixture of my words and perplexity Trace the third line on your palms gossips fueling a fake fire Touch me in new york Rub me the wrong way call from L.A. My feelings for you are still the same in every timezone = take my dreams, and let me wait here by the side of your bed until you wake up in the morning with my dreams hollowed out, so sleep, baby, sle...