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smile junkie v3 listen on youtube or here   smile junkie (version #2) listen on youtube or here    Smile junkie (version #1) listen on youtube or here on her far side, I'm the favored smile junkie on her far side, I'm the favored smile junkie in my dilemma, I have dual answers loving you is an acquired taste & patience patience like high-stoned butterflies, they have the coolest colors. couldn't have had a better adverse drug burn inside, I save the effect of your smile for the last hit, An illusion whispering to me everything is alright, for you, that is. And I'm here phening , on a photo, Hello beautiful face, confessing into a void,    a streak in the midnight sky inspires me to scratch your name gracefully off old returned mail, I'm working on better lies but no one survives you anyway, I just want to die in a honorable way abundance is over there on the other side, with the flock praising you. and I'm passed that phase  ...

The Offering Plea (new version) listen on youtube or here Laly, I just needed one more verse 1 I was a verse short when you left You fell off this poem Oblivious to the lines The ticking of time The misplaced stepping stones Or deducing the crux of the rhymes Leaving me unfinished 2 I, alone here, guarded the stanzas from smoke Negative verses from ashes of time On the ruins & landscapes of your reputation I had it on the reserved loop mode Clearing paths for memories to flow back & forth That might lead you back when you picked another stream 3 Laly I promised myself that, I will last forever with you With a poem for those after us to remember A definition of how to break a Soul 4 You offered to martyr me at the pinnacle of my devotion to you To go out on top, To go out on top but I declined I was a fertile crescent I had more dedication To pave a path to our now-ruined penthouse To accommodate you one more night 5 I should've taken the offer but I was a fool I should have...

  The Story of Amen listen on youtube or here   Dead inside for 20-something years For being an unbeliever Waiting for a call Struggling for direction Searching my strange aliases Digging into my ancient feelings God is older, But god is not helping me I’m all alone down here Amen On the ledge of my pillow Suicidal thoughts About Being Old Past my prime Breaking a chain About being bold daring to find you My savior Amen Chained by my own promises Falling from my grace Losing my crown of thorns Floating to the top Amongst the living Up above where god exists he doesn’t hear me somehow, Maybe up there? I believe Amen I get closer to the center of gravity I hear a laughter, I see a smile I feel loneliness I see the light & blending eyes assimilating into my world Leading me & I’m listening Is it an illusion? But why care? I answer the call Amen I heard you Calling underneath your breath Shadows have been waiting For your heart not to be t...

  Seven sins menu v2 listen on youtube or here   Seven sins menu v1 listen on youtube or here scrolling menu eyes of seven sins with you, my faith is qualified dirty I hand over my pride at the door, Eligible first-class seat south of your navel = Pure sin is the night's flavor Rampage, Bells & Whistles fine ingredients harvested from the wrath from your heart from the core = I expose my greed, I asked to dish it out, more gluttony of mind , some I handle well, Wait till I lust your mouth for dessert, I envy what's left on the table I envy what's left of you on the table, = Sloth fits me fine when I'm done feasting, I went down for the third serving, Wiping my sanity on your flesh I feel so disgustingly filthy, So satisfied, Tasting what I can never have enough of, what I don't deserve. As you like us to feel. Then, it gets too clear… Redemption , Redemption is just a turnstile to renew the cycle. = So I get close to god in the wrong way, ...

war monger listen on youtube or here once upon a time I was a war monger under the flags of hate under the preaching of waste  =. I challenged you once, dropped you twice, for you to bounced back thrice = semblance & deceit tempting fools to engage the battle-hardened colors of your red hair, pink outlines, blue eyes,sleek bones that hold you up, and the colored skin of milk, that consumed my stamina = I pathed to you over dead bodies, a bridge we built, battling others' ideologies, deciphering the waves of your laughter when you fell in my path, you exhausted, myself wounded & nothing more to do than stare. =   I vowed to hate you just for today, So you'll hate me tomorrow a stress trial, gauging pulses. I'll wait for the day after to see who's succumbing to the penances of this tug war? = Did you know that love is a trollop from the inside? I should've concealed it some more with the blunt side of dementia but I haven't missed you yet you never left...

  Coronation House v2 listen on youtube or here  coronation house v1 listen on youtube or here veins in me itching to be laid down to purge the load of what it wants to draw a reminder at your feet of your victory a red carpet for the royal walk to the coronation house For the hijacked inauguration I've been there on the stiff side, baby Someday look behind at your treason, reach out to return something for the exiled, Love dies agonizingly slowly, so take your time... You still have about a decade's time to recoup your senses & in return, I'll give you treaties of peace, a certified recognition of my failure I've been there on the stiff side, baby = go home tonight to the coronation house; the house you deceived from me where I was about to be me king me, simple me But the stars didn't align because of a malice smile...   clandestine eclipse from your eyes ... The fallacies of your tricks...   deceived the songbird's intro overtures ... de...

A n Ode to Beauty v2 listen on youtube or here   An Ode to Beauty v1 listen on youtube or here This is an ode to beauty in my 55 years roaming this earth I've known women every so often,  either in real life or through imagination  but never committed forever to anyone. because I never expressed none asked, so I never did. = You see, My dedication was to the captivating ones. seldom one would come along and just uproot my world violently, causing me to write this, to purge, to speak this as a last will & testament some kind of therapy or confession. = Beauty ranges in all different calibers   and so my dedication to them.   I could never find that such a word exists for one I'm not a poet, but I express myself as a man passing through the decades and the world  with thoughts not to attract or bargain with women,   because their beauty never lasts,   but my words do. Do you think women would understand & forgive me?   = name ...