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violation on chastity v2 listen on youtube or here   violation on chastity v1 listen on youtube or here i can't read your mind but There is a strange color hidden in between the shades of your eyes and lips a wolf in sheep's clothing . in nocturnal hours speak to me anything Some secrete variety. = get me high on something tell me clear outright lies a sparkle gives the nod to encroach milk white skin, I drift toward chameleon eyes I’m a little skeptic but I will believe. = Infringe on the truce let me show you the effect of your words, truth or deception my fingers touching back via braille , reciting back my finds, the violent words we uttered slandering each other covering our shortcomings = it's pyrrhic strangle hold victory i'm a bit skeptic.   = You make feeling bad look like good loving all the romantic violence we’ve committed, on the playing fields, four quarters before morning it's fair game between bed posts. = we dropped our clothes of innocence we ...

 in my room  v2 listen on youtube or here in my room v1 listen on youtube or here one evening you were in my room in a corner you held me and taught me how to breathe but never to control.   until dawn one night on a Persian rug   you explained how to love but never to whom another evening I had dinner for two everything you needed candlelight for a thought cup of vintage plate of flesh dessert was a surprise you never arrived = last night on my bed you came to run a cold show but conversations are a waste of time it’s been too long, and I’m growing thin somethings are twisting your mind about me is it a love hate kind of dilemma ? or opposites attracts ? = you haven't dawned on me for a while the horizon in this corner is getting grayer you’re wearing me out waiting beast of burden , I'm not come  to me let me flow, release my feelings free my fingers to breathe &  bleed lonely as i am in my room you're spectrum is here and it ...

  what I see v2 listen on youtube or here   what I see v1 listen on youtube or here I can write about you If you want just break me inside, activate a capsule to the victor goes the spoils just like before It feels like a new religion you come as an epiphany as I've never known you i'm telling you what i see = come and see my blind cane leisurely walking me, come and see what's mine a secret in everyone's heart a tumor divided, shoved from my breathing end to whatever I wished for that became my fear, the other side of me a drenched spark splashed by hate clay molded to preserve me and i still can write about you about what i see = a kindred from you, the first wave of truth codes of silence came packed in dead asleep as last words, a swan song on a broken record skipping notes I'm walking a tight rope between  my life and falling into yours Peace of mind checks me out every now and then hinting where you float in mysterious ways = up in the arena's stan...

guilt contagious v2 listen on youtube or here     guilt contagious v1 listen on youtube or here never mind the actual 3D scars sharpen your artistic brush strokes tattoo my skin with colors of sundown & midnight while waiting for the sunrise, yellow words expresses my suffering, my gray face for being withered, blue & black on my bones for bruises isn't this what you wished for? A waste landfill, I am between us an empty highway, & I wait for you to come and unload and blame me for your shortcomings it's guilt contagious.... we are guilt contagious.... I feel the burden just like you except you have a place to unload & i'm nursing the feelings to alter the facts so they don't hurt anymore    we are guilt contagious guilt contagious baby my baby my adore we are guilt contagious so talk to me, I swallow every lie I keep excuses hallow for you to fill I loathe the need for you, baby love, but you need me around to hide the decept...

Side v2 listen on youtube or here   side v1 listen on youtube or here so How do you feel about my ugly out-side? The fault of an older man wanting you… just being myself, How would you feel about my seasoned soft-side? decades of feelings aging like fine wine swinging from your soul, searching archives for an original backup now holding a certified copy of lost faith, = I didn't anticipate you after so long from any side messages skewed between us, messages reaching you deformed, I've sent it decades ago written off as lost a callous attempt of itching wants. = How would you feel if fate scripted you to touch me ? Would you oblige or repulse? I'm usually the molested one in this feud. how would you feel? = Give me your hand I'll show you how to walk all over me risk-free to a comfy place for the night The womb of your mind in my heart has been static being observed like an ancient relic = my intentions are delusional when you're around arms held up in a V for a ...

Un-God like v2 & un-god like v1 Below listen on youtube or here    You're so different You are so un-God like You are what I know with rising heat from my palms    I intend to mend common complications  pray to keep you endlessly  a reason to dismantle you from the inside out    so lay next to me, un-forgiven    and witness  shoddily seeded notions in me bleed in fashionable hunger    until you secede from this holy erotic war until your sways falter to the ground under me  I've dwelled too long in shame to detect what god is for in your earthling materials    un-God like morals    I found no reason for redemption without you but in flashbacks I adored my selfishness in a feeble empire    wearing the crown of fools     guarded by an entourage of silhouette dancers the spells of mantras you hum What you do de...

  throne of lies   v2 listen on youtube or here    throne of lies v2 with Extra Reverb   listen on youtube or here   There are remnants of me in your head Breathe into it; release them out to life. Just breathe and let me go. There are remnants of me in your head Breathe into it; release them out to life. even with the opacity of thin skin, make it happen under the dress of darkness Just breathe and let me go. See how I'll shine under your moods. I'll be all grown by the break of dawn The reflections I have of you throttled in my face & ran over me, spilling my senses with musk & perfume, Ejecting those false prophets, dragging them onto other corpses I've been locked in the sheltering seasons With those in the stiff-neck clubs for too long I believed everything they threw at me I stabbed it all for truth but, Nothing's a mystery like you everything about you is set on a repeat cycle. Preach me about your sanctity like a religious zealot I don't ...