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 I Walked In listen on youtube or here    People fall in love, but I walked in I was waiting; I knew it was you When I saw how elements of need came around you so smooth your presence renders the moonlight captive, revealing the beauty of the night, submitting that it belongs to you giving it a chance to cater to the lonely and broken. Some light on the road to redemption for me I want to cuddle the fog off your breath into the palms of my hand, on a cold December morning on your birthday Plaster it against the glass, sign my name next to yours It’s not fun to breathe   It’s not hard to die alive   I gambled my feelings, and I’m wasted   wishing I could've anything else   maybe a lie that sticks around your mind Just tell me what you want me to do   I see how that advice from you is not for friends can’t you feel  that I can be more than that it seems desires have nothing to share with destiny   i’m alone with forever confined inside me...

 Revolving  v2 Revolving v1 Below listen on youtube or here   in a dream one night   I was working from the inside of dawn   somethings want to hide, not the moonlight, not the naked spirit of you   it’s taking me for a low ride to find possessions   you, grounding yourself on me gracefully   transporting me to the backroom of my feelings   touching, asking as a spiritual guide is everything all right?   Let me find the unexpected corners that haven’t seen the light   invite the madness to talk to me, feel like me; empathy with me let the drips of sweat snail pace down the curves of you   I didn’t need my head   I didn’t need control then or there   just for you to close your eyes and focus on what I wanted & needed. so don’t talk to me about heaven   I was suspended in the middle of it between your arms & I recalled my sanity to see what I’m going through   when I burn my lips touching you, crippl...

butchered v2 & butchered v1 Below listen on youtube or here    as signs encrypted my face with answers I couldn't read I came to be here, next to where the clouds parked to shade you, over me open blue skies while the sun burned me waiting ahead of me, the rendezvous with you   between us, the gates of the day shut in my face I'll tell you why I'm like this you see, parts of me were broken around the world here & there, over text or to my face, ghosted or by some new tend & the rest with you, butchered You ran around in my head last week sending me a message: we can get lost together, dip on time, squatter a couple of days slip away further your heart is stalling, though,   I'll take a deep breath and tell you why I'm really here I found a piece of land over yonder, to reign over as my queen I can celebrate just thinking about it taking strolls to a sidewalk cafe we could converse about you, me, or the evening news together I could trespass into y...

Laid back Sachie v2 listen on youtube or here   Laid Back Sachie v1 listen on youtube or here Hey Sachie, Youth has been wasted without you hibernate childhood dreams, Innocence was a lie in your head between 18 and that first warm bed, A rebel soul is born again as teen spirit juiced up the air, kill the valentine stem roses, the fire is preordained, so kick up those heels It's a slow shotgun ride the demon in you exposing soft sides Love is catering toxicity in the Backseat of a '67 Ambassador , debunk the fiction about you, Give the crowd more than expected You come as a strange midnight sun , dispersing all the stars behind you Nocturnal animals you dreamt of gravitate toward you. Clipping chastity, from tomboy to baby doll. Douse the flavor of smoke & Corruption on chanting believers, vulgar intentions vacantly aching, wishing for an itch of organic flesh, warming the marble floors. in the evening hours of late nights who cares about the sassy fait...

Green Eyes Push listen on youtube or here     It's summer-time and It's the season to lie to your green eyes I adore the reflection in your pupils looking at me what I know about you when you're not around pushes the strangest things in me the child, the want, the control the hug & the vibes, to give you something to hold, to think about.... greener, fresher things from my memory. You, playing along in the summer breeze the deceit you spin just like me So name me what you want ask how did we get here? Call it what you call it We'll fake it till we make it with late nights & exhausting days as selfish interacting spies we strive, lies are just over flown words, blue prints of feelings Where did it get us?   it's the moments we live in dreams are locked up in the backside So let's not waste any time searching for the truth May I sway with you in the careless rain for now?   lock & load your chest in my face, flaming fingers tense, lay them on my b...

 I loved you there listen on youtube or here  maybe my callings weren't strong enough ,   maybe my first baby step words crawled to you a little slow,   the day i saw you, is the start of my affection   and i chose carefully only to choke upon the words, on  something different   but i do know that i loved you then & there yeah, I loved you there,    when dual empires of pride crumble down mutually for your fill when dreams and reality agreed to be bonded & enslaved   Back through the timeline navigating suicidal tendencies it killed the will and emptied the soul unplugged survival and showed the way to bury me there, at the cemetery of the forgotten with fallen lost villain soldiers that never made it, insanity reading a eulogy for me, the usual initiation ritual I'm in debt for what I've accepted the price of flavors divided & lost between your eyebrows and the tip of your nose but I’m so comfortable loving you I am...

  Creation v2 listen on youtube or here    Creation v1 listen on youtube or here some creations are so perfect they evolve to destroy it started when I took a sip, kissing the glass rim of rose water , from a waterfall by the milky way , magnificent, but it's nothing like the kisses I dire for to match my taste, so i created Heaven & earth for the masses, but my need is to create my own missing masterpiece I shall create someone a demigoddess . from a consummation of my inner core, recklessness, emotions, elite alphabet, ambition, sprinkled with a little greed, and a little flavor of everything human all that shall flow throughout her, around me... and fragility is born from within a human activated when broken and it started out as a thought with coded words on lines, encrypted on the pillars of my commandments, a creation in the form of a poem taking her shape as I create balanced concoctions, flesh and bones, extracted Pieces from me forme...