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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...
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Rose of Judah

Rose of Judah (dec 2025)

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 Rose of Judah (New 2025 Laly's Version)

let her play amongst the pulps and flowers swaying with the breeze  
contagious laughter brushes off catcalls from thorns  

strolling between carnations, daisy's and jasmines 
with an entourage of birds, bees, and butterflies
she blends in with ease  

I can take this into the far side 
bury my face in the colors of life & subside
I'm eclipsed and dazed by that beautiful face 
i see why the lord annointed her a world blessing

What do I see in nature? 
a Judaean rose escapade,
extending the elixir of her smile equalizing my epidemic
when the Hebrew dialect rolls of her tongue

forever, those beautiful eyes
will her vision ever target me?
Oh, how I wish to be victimized by her 

so let her run barefooted 
like a soft current between the hills 
as I envy nature gracing her presence

my Judaean rose
the colors of humanity blended in her skin
history melted into the color of her eyes 
languages spoken tattooed on her lips
and that midline diastema smile just warms my soul

in the 20-something years of her gentle tyranny  
I huddled with loneliness & humility  
on how to inhale the breath of her breath
not to arouse suspicion around her 
in the backfield gardens of Netanya 

for something in me spoke that I adored her
corroborated by archives from my failed past
to the depriving present also noted so 

guarded by young bloods, keeping admirers like me at bay
a hand out of stray laughter's is all I could grasp
she knows my name, she knows my pulse 
will she ever reciprocate? 

she mingles with the sisterhood of flowers & tulips 
conversing about everything and nothing, 
just passing time and i'm waiting 

I’m on the other side in the garden of stone 
waiting for the rose of Judah to acknowledge me
waiting for laly

waiting while i watch her play among the pulps and flowers swaying with the breeze  
contagious laughter brushes off catcalls from thorns  
and I can take this into the far side 
bury my face in the colors of life & subside

while im waiting for laly 
waiting for baby laly
may the lord bless her soul
& I wish all is well

baby laly the rose of judah
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lyrics & vocals by azdi404 
music credit: Good Liar by Verto Beats
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Rose of Judah (Laly's Version)
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Rose of Judah (standard version) here


Rose of Judah Condense version here

 

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Rose of Judah (Laly's Version)

let her play among the pulps and flowers swaying with the breeze  
contagious laughter brushes off catcalls from thorns  

strolling between carnations, daisy's and jasmines
with an entourage of birds, bees, and butterflies
she blends in with ease  

I can take this into the far side
bury my face in the colors of life & subside
I'm eclipsed and dazed by that beautiful face
so let her be a world blessing

What do I see in nature?
a Judaean rose escapade,

extending the elixir of her smile
when the Hebrew dialect rolls of her tongue
it's equalizing my epidemic

forever, those beautiful eyes
will her vision ever target me?
Oh, how I wish to be victimized by her

my Judaean rose
the colors of humanity blended in her skin
history melted into the color of her eyes
languages spoken tattooed on her lips
and that mid-line diastema smile just warms my soul

so let her run barefooted
like a soft current between the hills
as I envy nature gracing her presence

in the 20-something years of her gentle tyranny  
I huddled with loneliness & humility  
on how to inhale the breath of her breath
not to arouse suspicion around her
in the backfield gardens of Netanya 


for something in me spoke that I adored her
corroborated by archives from my failed past
to the depriving present also noted so

she mingles with the sisterhood of flowers & tulips
about everything and nothing, just passing time

guarded by young bloods, keeping admirers like me at bay
a hand out of stray laughter's is all I could grasp
she knows my name, she knows my pulse
will she ever reciprocate?

I’m on the other side in the garden of stone
waiting for the rose of Judah to acknowledge me
waiting for laly
=

waiting for baby laly
may the lord bless her soul
& I wish all is well
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lyrics & vocals by azdi404
music credit: Good Liar by Verto Beats
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January 23, 2024
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