ending the end
ending the end listen on youtube or here it took me forever to realize that it doesn’t matter who has left, hurt, or betrayed me, why I ended up being a part-time lover for every lost soul, why I'm filling everyone's gap by choice, hoping for a steady full-time face then I wondered why no one is filling in my empty life... why the frontiers of my feelings migrate with them when they leave... = I should’ve consoled them and ran away with what was left of me, hunt for shelter away from the fleeting days. But you, .... but you, my beloved only you, had you stayed around more, even though I fight your ghost every day, foiling its escape plans the thought of freedom from you is sickening, still, you're depleting slowly from the seams of my memory. = deservingly, I have become proud for the little time received I knew you in recognizing a smile for what I’ve accomplished, adding bits and pieces from here and there, from over the months, not so pretty, some s...