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wailing wall v1 listen on youtube or here   I was in Jerusalem some miles from a town where you vacationed I had to be at the wailing wall For a personal matter, a grievance God spoke to me there, demanding my devotion that I promised you God has vowed to me what most wished for but no mention of you God has warned eternity in hell for me But regretting not having you is harder God said he created us beautifully all I see is my ugliness, and sprinkled in you are my given senses God has miracles, but only if he believes Only if he's fair, a balance of your fulfilling beauty, my old age, my saturated ugliness, a symmetry of art God said I'm free, but I'm singled out, incomplete I'm the weakened one, created for your leisure Debating God the subject of you I ruptured defending you for me, Our wishes and demands colliding I'm not sacrificing anything I'm walking away from a stalemate Taking my chances with you We'll talk about how to save me A rescue or rebirth...

 the Story of Amen Listen on Youtube or here   Dead inside here for 20-something years For being an unbeliever Waiting for a call Struggling for direction Searching my strange aliases Digging into my ancient feelings God is older But god is not helping me I’m all alone down here Amen On the ledge of my pillow Suicidal thoughts About Being Old Past my prime Breaking a chain About being bold daring to find you My savior Amen Chained by my own promises Falling from my grace Losing my crown of thorns Floating to the top Amongst the living To a nameless land Where you live Up above where god exists As they say Because he doesn’t hear me here Maybe up there? I believe Amen I get closer to the center of gravity I hear a laughter I see a smile I feel loneliness I see the light blending eyes assimilates into my world Leading me I’m listening Is it an illusion? But why care? I answer Amen I heard you Calling underneath your breath Shadows have...