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Green eyes push v2 listen on youtube or here     It's summer-time and It's the season to lie to your green eyes I adore the reflection in your pupils looking at me what I know about you when you're not around pushes the strangest things in me the child, the want, the control the hug & the vibes, to give you something to hold, to think about.... greener, fresher things from my memory. You, playing along in the summer breeze the deceit you spin just like me So name me what you want ask how did we get here? Call it what you call it We'll fake it till we make it with late nights & exhausting days as selfish interacting spies we strive, lies are just over flown words, blue prints of feelings Where did it get us?   it's the moments we live in dreams are locked up in the backside So let's not waste any time searching for the truth May I sway with you in the careless rain for now?   lock & load your chest in my face, flaming fingers tense, lay them on my ba...

 I loved you there v2 listen on youtube or here  maybe my callings weren't strong enough ,   maybe my first baby step words crawled to you a little slow,   the day i saw you, is the start of my affection   and i chose carefully only to choke upon the words, on  something different   but i do know that i loved you then & there yeah, I loved you there,    when dual empires of pride crumble down mutually for your fill when dreams and reality agreed to be bonded & enslaved   Back through the timeline navigating suicidal tendencies it killed the will and emptied the soul unplugged survival and showed the way to bury me there, at the cemetery of the forgotten with fallen lost villain soldiers that never made it, insanity reading a eulogy for me, the usual initiation ritual I'm in debt for what I've accepted the price of flavors divided & lost between your eyebrows and the tip of your nose but I’m so comfortable loving you I a...

  creation v2 listen on youtube or here    some creations are so perfect they evolve to destroy it started when I took a sip, kissing the glass rim of rose water, from a waterfall by the milky way, magnificent, but it's nothing like the kisses I dire for to match my taste, so i created Heaven & earth for the masses, but my need is to create my own missing masterpiece I shall create someone a demigoddess. from a consummation of my inner core, recklessness, emotions, elite alphabet, ambition, sprinkled with a little greed, and a little flavor of everything human all that shall flow throughout her, around me... and fragility is born from within a human activated when broken and it started out as a thought with coded words on lines, encrypted on the pillars of my commandments, a creation in the form of a poem taking her shape as I create balanced concoctions, flesh and bones, extracted Pieces from me formed her life, I've perfected her killer smile....

  Kissing a saint v2 listen on youtube or here    come from afar come in slow motion let's build up the momentum all my anguishes are here, ready to trickle into you because i'm about to kiss i'm kissing a saint so banish the innocent ones purify the dirty, make it clear I'm no longer your friend you took too long to break the mold I could've helped you to have me I wanted you before I even knew it So take a deep breath, grant the air around me room to breathe, so I can send you what does not ache the flavors of life is what you make of it where would you have me now? What would you do? sweeten the saltiness off my lips tip the scale of destiny, any which way just don't let me know why and I'll chalk it up to a slip of life god created life you create the moments we measure, making us humans , so eradicate the mundane past, no longer do I need redemption, just some part of you to numb this stigma of living without a sanctuary s...

  I feel kamikaze v2 listen on youtube or here    a tale of invasion & struggle for freedom albeit wanting you all your egos cheered along the aisles induced me to confess, to surrender, to pledge my allegiance to you my heart's been invaded, stretches of consciousness sabotaged my freedom's a puppet in your grip now to be friend zoned guaranteed what a good boy for you... but in reality, in reality, something is calling me from the core to resist and I feel kamikaze from a foreign land you're not colonizing that I now call home, and still I long to belong where I've been so i unleashed a call to arms A rebel yell to defend my Shangri-La my body, my nation of alphabets, i'm exiled from my own self to retrieve what you've taken stolen sleep from the eyes of the poor fondled my weak heart in my trance enraging in bitter red blood I raise my flag of rage I build up arms again I'm gunning for the bottom I feel for you just not the way you want...

  Analyze my poems v2 listen on youtube or here   Let death have a seat in the rocking chair while I prepare my last testament: bury me in a shallow grave by the tunnel's sidewalk, where I have a chance to feel her footsteps passing by and plant her an oak tree for shade, so she can read my poems for her back to me color my headstone royal purple wrap me in canvas as my farewell suit seasoned with glittered dirt analyze the sprinkled dots lettered l-a-l-y. Granting my poems antiquity weaved within it the stories of my birth, loyalty, defeat, and death. ornaments in the passing autumn wind sweeping our regrets to freeze in winter castling them for exhaled breaths of the living in the currents of spring, splash the spotlights on me. but release them when it's summertime sing slow songs for a sloth mind, for the slow denials to catch on I have some unsolved thoughts left analyze them in my poems. so don't look far, the code is between your fingers and lip...

  outcast v2  listen on youtube or here    I’m swept aside cradling the residue of sins, derived from the bottom of your lust sewage, I separated them into my fault and yours, it’s your party but I've abducted the graduation cake, adoring the guilt of a cherished mistake. I've custom-made the trimmings with the talent of recklessness & misery's priceless advice. I'm convicted & stable not hated nor loved, not at risk of being deposed or upgraded, just an outcast. watching other fools being played, I reserved a spot from my exile, way up in the nosebleed section a phantom. and concrete lies destines to beget solid twisted outcomes seldom defended by the white elephant in the room I remember that very clear, when I penned myself that outcast you see I belonged feasting on drama scraps off of the unfortunates table until the curtains touches the stage a good-night i budgeted my lungs to 15 cubic feet of air for the climax … and I'm still...

  Wailing Wall v2 (laly's version) listen on youtube or here laly's version     listen on youtube or here standard version      Baby Laly, I was in Jerusalem some miles from a town where you vacationed I had to be at the wailing wall For a personal matter, a grievance God spoke to me there, demanding my devotion that I promised you God has vowed to me what most wished for, but no mention of you God has warned eternity in hell for me But regretting not having you is harder God said he created us beautifully all I see is my ugliness, and sprinkled in you are my given senses God has miracles, but only if he believes Only if he's fair to me, a balance of your fulfilling beauty, my old age, my saturated ugliness, a symmetry of art God said I'm free, but I'm singled out, incomplete I'm the weakened one, created for your leisure    Debating God the subject of you & I ruptured defending you for me, i wanted him to mend your heart to fee...

  Juice v2   listen on youtube or here   I rushed the river of belief Scooped a palm full Washed my mouth to call her name On the outside I shared my skin with some sun stretching blank canvas sheets like Picasso .... to drag her imaginary fingers on it drawing with liquified pain, landscapes from heaven leaving me to cure alone under the 3 p.m. Sun. On the inside I was hiding in a nameless shack I named it melancholy gray, an omen of what's to come, hoping for better days if she came to me, Juice from her lips is all I needed For a rush of blood to the vines, nourishing purpose to my infant lyrics. Juice stagnated in her head must be stirred, not shaken sinking her dagger teeth in me for the perfect dose. so let it flow; let me feel it, coming back again. It's the charged current stinging the flesh. That lays us down, focused drunk & oblivious to the outside. With all I have left, I rise I rush again to the river of belief cro...

  semi-green patch v2 listen on youtube or here    just one of your spectrums I want to see, the soft side forward   as i capture the golden sun in a cold frame while stinging kisses embraces pregnant dreams   between morning dew & night memories   they all gathered at the corner of my eyes a snapshot, but still, tasting acid vows pronounced while taking in the pledge that risk always came dealing with you talking about peace, the olive branch and the price that lies in the soft lining of a casket   tired of waiting for the green light   and which way to go when I reach the bends   at the corner of your promises you promised you promised I could touch you as a favorite flavor burning dreams to keep you warm gazing you as a new attitude   uncovering my bones   sticking around to get this funky high in everything you are   but lovers don’t wait for dreamers like me   just like the sun they hav...

  Validate v2   listen on youtube or here    This life is for me My innocence was a blank page, untested My life? a collection of repetitive mundane days before I met you Your presence tells it all, dictating the pace scratching a signature, Validating my worth Divine Pretending Untouchable, All and nothing you are, everything in my privacy nothing outside that realm to feel the moment Elevate me to level high Just to hear me crash my organic being It's all right, I'm also tired of perserving myself Emotion free without you It's hard to know if something was wrong Until I crashed into you Until I crashed into you in a 5 second nap I caught you in a dream I felt the pressure of your teeth ripping my lips As I grooved to the sounds of you breathing exerting the fear of failure out of me sinking to the game you played to make me feel alive I bled the distance between your lips and navel a trip seared into memory, theres no coming back from no undoing I feel...

  airwaves v2 listen on youtube or here   I walked into it I heard the strummings of the strings I heard the song it was strung from lips to tongues I was caught in the net So is my story now, locked in the vibe. Satan & love came around pimping out their remedy relieving me of your memory, knowing how much I want to forget you but I was alive in the air with my lyrics and I wanted atoms of that airwave, that carried my thoughts of you it's our song that mouths are syncing now Can I have a word with you, sweet love? It's tomorrow from yesterday you're supposed to know me by now this is the day I wrote that song for. I wrote the song for you so play it on a loop, let it ring in my head I might forget you during playback & love the song a backup plan if we misfire Satan is bending backward backtracking what's been done corrupted love is laying the royal carpet and straying away so come and take me; call my name whisk me away, wrap the misery to ...

  Sign of Times v2   listen on youtube or here   I have visions and stored inkwells i have colored raindrops for every mood collected from the breasts of clouds now leaning towards stagnation with time chances are rejecting my suggestions Pens shun scripting my story Pages dismantling its lines In protest Because I portrayed you as a villain I collected nectars and breezes pollinated from the bellies of killer bees A potion, Taken before I met you On that gray side of my ambition I wanted to learn soft words that affect you to romance you on a vacation or with some silly thoughts like this but i didn't heed the signs seasons will deliver you letters from me by rain and falling leafs, occasional gusts of winds and a touch of cold in winter as for summer? a warm breeze leather bounded by seasons ends read the signs carefully where ever you look there is a sign so sing our moments from the beginning as a lullaby I couldn't finish our vague story the way i desired...

Innuendos v2 listen on youtube or here   Foreign bodies, we are with subtle Innuendo conversations so what’s the take from this? i don't know I don’t feel like going home tonight carrying these double-layered words Wrapped in jagged phrases from the fool’s room... Sooner or later, it ends. I want to know why when I met my fear; it wasn’t so cordial, I pretended to go along and What a wired trip, Inspired by you to be a liar... Shame on me; I know Another failed lie came back That I’ll never use... so I’ll release the dead lies that didn’t understand the plan in the backside oceans of my mind Between craters Let it soak with misty prophets healing to decipher what you meant... = 2 Maybe it’ll come back undone True breath and skin like my original humanity as before you corrupted it with innuendos... I’ve been fidgeting with this exhausting pen Spilling redundant protesting words Boycotting hypocrisy They just want to be cool as your looks... So I sprinkle them ...

  anonymously yours v2 listen on youtube or here    let me take you back to some snapshots, of what i remember from my demise codes of your mysterious ways hidden in the Samarian Hills the brazen seeking lost treasures dies alone, and a last radio call, goes out to mourn a hero I was a simple man the hurt of being the last son before you made a wish that wish? to single-duel myself to die for your cause meeting old strangers and spies at a pit stop searching for a bit of advice for a stroke of luck a fatal memory to live with, when it goes wrong and for you, navigate the narrative, sign the treaty & secure the endgame reverbs bounces off the blush orange hill, north of badlands where the hand of god is buried losing battles with the demons I could've helped, but I have my own war to forge so read my tragic journal during leisure hours, cakes of war divided amongst the victors deadly cheers from the living the dead missing the party but they get a plaqu...

  strange soul brew v2   listen on youtube or here   the strange soul brews you concoct, addicts my soul, I crave this sensation to have you, in a delicate way, so feed my flesh, I'm created to need and you to feed. i remedy myself with braided locks of your hair soaked with saliva from your sweet mouth, as a healing antidote I soak in the sun, stretch my skin to dry it makes a better drum echo, for my midnight serenades it cools the moonlight burn What does depression and abuse look like? look at me strapped & stepped on again bruised on the dementia side that old familiar pain, sweped different parts of me now demanding one suicide at a time. but i'm saved by a traveling morgue, and shoved into an asylum in a room under a glass dome, by the Bermuda triangle descent of the damned begins when i'm served your concoction, of strange soul brew Arc of the Pendulum extends my sentence shifting time towards you like moths to a flame I purged electric tears...