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 Rose of Judah (Laly's Version) listen on youtube or here Rose of Judah (standard version) here let her play among the pulps and flowers   swaying with the breeze   contagious laughter brushes off catcalls from thorns   strolling between carnations, daisies and jasmines with an entourage of birds, bees, and butterflies she blends in with softness   I can take this into the far side bury my face in the colors of life & subside I'm eclipsed and dazed by that beautiful face so let her be What do I see in nature? a Judaean rose escapade, extending the elixir of her smile equalizing my epidemic forever, those beautiful eyes will her vision ever target me? Oh, how I wish to be victimized by her my Judaean rose the colors of humanity blended in her skin history melted into the color of her eyes languages spoken tattooed on her lips and that midline diastema smile is such a killer so let her run barefooted like a soft current between the hills as I envy nature gra...

 friends listen on youtube or here my heart is not beating much, but i can hear it condemning me where do I start from when all my friends are gone? i can only trust the dead because they can't harm me anymore at the peak of loneliness, I ask myself, how am I loved? what is it, and which version should I trust they all give me the same feelings, but the end is always disappointing from the closest of them all to the furthest it starts out with ordinary trust, then it changes gears midway betrayal seems like the order of life; it seems like there's a conflict of interest every day seems like the last as I got old, I never learned, in life, there's a different lesson every day Hope is a killer for a shallow soul adored as a wealth mine for the greedy I might be a fringe to be served on someone's plate for an anniversary... I've made it this far I've been living the moments since my arrival, to say hello, I've got to go back to the land I have wandered off fro...

 55 vs 25 listen on youtube or here in my highs & lows    I felt the shivers that anchored me so unmistakably in your appetite. I gazed at the December sun   a mirrored burning like the inside of me quietly   slave to love without affinity   mistaken my ability   Damned me   framing time when you’re here   for arduous answers to simple questions.   So, How do I feel seeing your face? languages disappear I feel paused, I'm just a backdrop for my autobiography …. I just want to be back in one piece. in a crimson color pool with a 3D deep wallpaper backdrop there in the seams of my breathing   silence speaks to me somehow. so mind my replies if you feel more than many, they're signs of loneliness,  tales of grievances, subdue them if you must, proofread my stories over a burning plate, how I felt you on those days, remember my drafts,   tales of unreached journeys you wrote on my behalf, stored with matchboxes with e...

 disease & void listen on youtube or here My dear, my adore let me update you on the feelings under my skin, I can stir the relapsing chronic passion the infection you gifted me that's coming back like a pestering friend down in a hole leading to an exit into the void lay on me a sheet or two of poems I wrote, your photo is requesting my trust again crawling with memories of a walk with you in the past we walked through the valley of shadow of death I had no fear but of you leading me astray again from finding a way into you well, It's a troubled time when my useless spirit is turned on not any closer than before, not far from your bed either, every filtered moment has a phase obstructing my judgment marking the final screenshots of my stalled day everything is still the same   except for that sparkle in your eyes   my infatuation with your potent smile    curls into a fetal stance of what's coming next behind these feelings comes the hummings of the kabbal...

 Hallelujah Laly listen on youtube or here      Hallelujah Baby (alternate version)  listen on youtube or here   I’ve scoured the books roamed the holy places in times of war & peace in faith and unison The masses praised the good lord chanting hallelujah = i vowed to wage war from a mile away then I read your eyes, I prayed for peace for me with you I greeted you with a smile you had me at Hallelujah = I’ve reviewed the history of your affairs, scanned the Geography of your body, infiltrated the spelled walls protecting you I’ve watched you from a third-eye view,   through my eyes, being a sinner & saint in lands of imagination dreams are lighter than gravity it’s a see-and-belief dilemma…. in the dark rooms of club hallelujah = i tattooed the thick air around you spoke to you in dialects of foreign tongues I gave mass, embracing your waist under the rain I tasted the gloss off your lips, a serum of hope and the flesh imprinted me into you ...

 simple human, beta version 1.0   listen on youtube or here laly, I'm just a simple human, beta version 1.0. Look at me! I was designed and created in an earlier time the mighty word from above was (be), and I've become When humans were primitive & simple, beta version 1.0 = but somehow, somehow we share the same God, but unlike you, my adore god created you on another level, an elite class there wasn’t any time restraint or lack of resources it was all about perfection, not for my generation not for us, the primitive. = but I ask, did god really complete his masterpiece, hand crafting you, creating you as intended, or merely abandoned the plan midway cautious from what you could become? What would I know? I'm a simple primitive human, beta version 1.0 = You captivate the masses ... to be praised, showered with words and I'm spoiled about the little things I find in you .... to ask the stupid questions... how do I praise the lord with you in the middle? A simple-mi...

 Serious games listen on youtube or here I flirted with the space between us releasing my thoughts over you I took a head dive, Expressing my concern Let me whisper to home base you raised the stakes, so i Brushed romance aside fueling the humble side of me smoking your photos like a cigarette Dropping your vices like bad ashes I believe you don’t believe in my serious games I Stained my lungs reciting the oath Stitched up the patience to support my bleeding faith Inflated favoritism for a high ride alongside you still, I believe you don’t believe in me THE WORD HAS SPUN, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE? Manipulating RUMOURS FROM THE GRAPEVINE? I know you've been taunting consequences like a punchline joke    that's how I believe you don’t believe in my serious games. on the stake of your games, I burned my plans I kept my cautions multiplying on standby for a final showdown but You showed no concern for my serious games I believe you don’t believe in me I’m gunning for the floor, do...

 smile junkie (version #2) listen on youtube or here on her far side, I'm the favored smile junkie rejected in the scope of ascendance an easy enemy in chronicle order. in my dilemma, I have dual answers loving you is an acquired taste & patience patience like mummifying high-stoned butterflies, because they resist the least. couldn't have had a better adverse drug burn inside, I save the effect of your smile for the last hit, An illusion whispering to me   everything is alright, for you, that is. And I'm here phening, on a photo, Hello beautiful face, confessing into a void, a streak in the midnight sky inspires me   to scratch your name gracefully off old returned mail, I'm working on better lies but no one survives you anyway, I just want to die for a little longer. Abundance is over there on the other side, with the flock praising you. I'm passed that phase. but I hate to be myself's bearer of bad news a rip in the fabric of a dark diary tale of a junki...

 anonymously yours v1 listen on youtube or here a last radio call mourns a hero the brazen ever alone passing arctic voids seeking the lost treasure the codes of your mysterious ways in the Samarian Hills = meet old strangers and spies at a pit stop a bit of advice for a stroke of luck a fatal memory to live with cakes of war divided amongst the victors deadly cheers from the living the dead missing the party they get a plaque secure the end, sign the treaty my tragedy, a trashed journal revived annually = reverbs bounce off blush orange hill north of badlands where the hand of god is buried exhausted losing battles with the demons I could've helped, but I have my own to forge = I was a simple man the hurt of being the last son before you made a wish to single-duel myself to die for your cause friendly cuts predict my exit I can't be with you executing your wishes I'm dead in the prelude phase so, just have white flowers on my grave on the red sands of Netanya beach marke...

 ending the end listen on youtube or here it took me forever to realize that it doesn’t matter   who has left, hurt, or betrayed me, why I ended up being a part-time lover for every lost soul, why I'm filling everyone's gap by choice, hoping for a steady full-time face   then I wondered why no one is filling in my empty life... why the frontiers of my feelings migrate with them when they leave... = I should’ve consoled them and ran away with what was left of me, hunt for shelter away from the fleeting days. But you, .... but you, my beloved only you, had you stayed around more, even though I fight your ghost every day, foiling its escape plans   the thought of freedom from you is sickening, still, you're depleting slowly from the seams of my memory. = deservingly, I have become proud for the little time received I knew you in recognizing a smile for what I’ve accomplished, adding bits and pieces from here and there, from over the months, not so pretty,   some s...

 Hey you listen on youtube or here Hey, you listen to me. Hey you, I see you about to love someone your heart glows in the dark you should see mines now dimmed & backfired Hey you, Have you heard everything about my journey yet? It's a matter of taste and choice. All you know is that I’ve been drained & wasted. Love is heartless the scattered ashes it leaves in its wake Fertilizes adolescence minds forging hollow dreams, destabilizing pressure in the veins disengages the chains of senses I myself loved the high blindness for a while Love is vicarious it rubbed on me by accident inducing me to test the temptation pool at its disposal so I rode the free waves, they expired so soon, though crashing me into a coma that's too dumb to understand. Love is careless chauffeuring from the back seat on random navigation mode towards the cliffs of insanity I let go of the cold braids in mid-air watching them swing like a hypnotizing pendulum Love issues no licenses Just certificat...

 backfire listen on youtube or here Time, I've carried you for too long, deforming the shape of my mind like the bending rivers carving mountainsides, and you, my love, your eyes mutate revolting blood cells driven through your pretty hands guiding them a path beneath your feet. Strange, it's strange to think I’m in forgiving control Yet, I can’t convince myself to deprive you from me. Should I worry about you missing me? calling me back from the road of perdition the finale part I’ll never see you do. Love, it’s a carousel throwing off mighty men, once licentiousness becomes mundane, the cowboys, the junkies & the meek purging them bucked wild,   you scout for fresh rides. Hurt, hurt has its way of okaying myself to be disengaged, introverted when you slip the plot. I've misread the glow of your heart in the dark. a body double mutation, it backfires guessing who you are. Damn, at the dawn of my creation, I was a sensation at your fingertips, now a losing soul driftin...

 Laly free listen on youtube or here Someone asked me once why I dedicate my thoughts and poems to laly. well The answer is simple you haven't seen her through my eyes you see, once she sears her smile into your imagination it's not simple to forget or to let go. to heal my mind, I write down every detail I can, purging her from my soul, I imitate the polars of nature, nourishing spring harvesting summer, withering autumn and the dying winter, my one-time funeral, or so I think. but the laws of nature have a repeating flaw cycle, spring comes through,  breathing life into the earth, and those neglected dead seeds come back kicking with life, I'll never be laly free. summer flourishes over the landscapes of my being the ghost of laly comes back to life again invading the privacy of my dying days bringing me back to life fulfilling the vacancy of absence with her beautiful face I'll never be laly free. there are no more losses for me to worry about, stalling the seasons ...

 Come to me listen on youtube or here waiting for you on mountain slopes flow to me like infused iced lava = come like a heavy sword on a guilty neck I'm patient as perfume landing on your neck = craving you like a synagogue's burning sandalwood invent a story, my imagination and baby angels believe the same = I cherish you like what water is to life flood my senses, a tsunami I'll guide it with the confidence of Buddha, come to me.... = my adore, you are to me like the savior Moses, taking me to the border coming to me like barefoot Jesus, wanting nothing but healing speaking to me like the sacred revelations of Mohammad I'll get the message create me anew overhaul this old creation like first man adam = come to me, in the name of god in the name of you in the name of your smile   I've chosen a spot for you to execute me at your leisure swiftly a cool breeze not to waste your time The thrill of starting all over...  is undeniable every time you drift away somewher...

 airwaves v1 listen on youtube or here I walked into it I heard the strummings of the strings I heard the song it was strung from lips to tongues I was caught in the net So is my story now locked in the vibe. = Satan & love came around pimping out their remedy relieving me of your memory knowing how much I want to forget you but I was alive in the air with my lyrics and I wanted atoms of that airwave that carried my thoughts of you it's our song that mouths are syncing now  = Can I have a word with you, sweet love? It's tomorrow from yesterday you're supposed to know me by now this is the day I wrote that song for. I wrote the song for you play it on a loop, let it ring in my head I might forget you & love the song a backup plan if we misfire = Satan is bending backward accommodating my needs corrupted love is laying the royal carpet straying away from you. so come and take me; call my name whisk me away, wrap the misery to go = my head is getting heavy I'm in s...