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never go away listen on youtube or here arriving at dawn, I settled down at the front gate   at the temple's door   I siped rose water from Stoney Springs to heal the longing let me witness the motion of you uncoiling your fingers and hear the echoes from above never go away = let me witness the wonder of you healing a flower's broken stem   breathe onto it before the sun rises   brush the floors of the tender shelter. I came to witness you   the echos concur from above never go away = let me witness you gather in a basin   dried crystal tears of broken stars   the missing part of a starving moon   that can't defect its orbit   to witness you purify water into a holy body   dipping your feet into it   never go away = from the front gates   show me what I'm missing   spell your name to praise you  in this silence so the mourning could find me content   or will I wither here before I'm let in?   i came to wit...

Sign of Times  v1 listen on youtube (piano version) listen on youtube [Orchestral Version] or listen to piano version here   and orchestral version here I have visions and stored inkwells. I have colored raindrops for every mood ... collected from the breasts of clouds Rejecting my suggestions Pens shun scripting my story Pages dismantling its lines In protest Because I portrayed you as a villain it's the Sign of times I collected nectar from breezes pollinated from flapping butterfly wings A potion, Taken before I met you On this now gray side of the horizon I wanted to learn soft words that affect you to romance you on a vacation with some silly letters like this seasons will deliver you letters from me by rain and falling leafs occasional gusts of winds and a touch of cold in winter a warm breeze in summer leather bounded by seasons ends read them carefully where ever you look it's the sign of times so sing a lullaby, sing the beginning because I don't know how it start...

Is it cruel to be kind? listen on youtube or here it was a beautiful addiction when it began at the eastern wall, I lied   with my spider monkeys   going on 300 weeks so far accumulating new pollution on my side bleeding excess black words I find unnamed meanings untagged, marked in red phrases hit me; I’m bruised & blue some tamed, just come along   walking the green   I’m so color-full. = misery awaits today like a good friend rushing me into the mood to filter my thoughts that   there is no such thing as the world   is enough, to have you is, until I sleep....   = what a lie I’ll meet the creeper wherever I may roam on the flip side of the world to give up the ghost, for I’m not permitted to want just accepting what was given then I’ll be fine again when I go with the flow down below because I prayed that I wanted you to want me   beside you on an angry throne to secure rain when I die to wash me away to the gutters of your eternity... = w...

shotgun drive   listen on youtube or here Drive me far and away.    on a shotgun drive tonight alongside you    I don’t have to know where    It's a deadly desire to go there.    so take the first road to nowhere    make a pit stop where the street has no name.   I could hear my instincts calling that I lost you a while ago.    for everyone I knew became a stranger    the distance contaminated by desertion   calling from everywhere    I split into pieces, following everything that belonged to you    and I'm nowhere to be found Drive me far and away; does it really matter?      dispersed infection transfigured my faith    you’re to be found so lost next to me   I'm so far next to you.    I'm receding back to where I once belonged.   I'll self-heal on this trip, growing back my broken fingers.     Some fighting & som...

Figure me out listen on youtube or here strong revenging words followed the light crashing walls, every curse falls into rust & salt it's somewhere deep that's taking me fast and steady   wiping the smile off the sky with an ominous omen stuffing my faith in you when all my kings fail to lift me, whenever I deny my maker I'm still looking out for you in the dire's of uncreative, violent moods   carve stubbornness from my soul I seldom struggle for an introduction to a god of your choice, I have a new complaint about you somehow, about depriving me and giving unfair dividends configure my intentions during hibernation when you decide to come around Tell me what I’ve been missing when I wake up. Remind me what comes with you. I'll tell you. With you comes Stunted dreams Mirage visions, breaking wishbones.... surely, darkness engulfs me when you blink for a moment, I chose to be there when you open your eyes again. Do you still have the touch? Can you still get me...

reborn infancy listen on youtube or here I'm walking back to the heart of my infancy to purify it in an isolated coast,   an elfin spring filled with your pure dreams.   Dreams that yet have to reach you, baby   because nothing took me so low as you  digging my grave as I grew into accepting what you gave to think I’ll leave you again in my high I'll be such a fool    I’ll be at my future gravesite carving my own headstone   this world has gotten strange away from you wondering what’s untying you from me  this pestering sting in my mind every time I remember you  if I couldn’t reach you because the fortune teller was right   I’m gonna be wishing,  about who will infiltrate your head after me  wanting you to choose my name on an impulse   dissect my story    trace a misled thought  wishing you to violate this pestering sting something that tags a long way back  you see, I was hypnotized since I saw you ...

Olivia's night listen on youtube or here Olivia, tell me what's coming tonight Olivia, i thought I’ve been to the edge I’ve played with fire before but not like last night. After midnight you become sin free for a moment, semi holy to cast the first stone on the guilty me. My mistake... my mistake was choosing the wrong colors That painted your mood. = a shot of heavy coffee with a cigar in the morning, your Thoughts going in circles Like the strayed smoke, you puff. You looked at me, first of the day, Ashes from a boisterous last night Saturated the bottom line, it had to go, the "B" cuts polluted the candle box the reels of perfect playbacks, stashed I'll get another chance tonight. = so Here’s a box of kosher chocolate see things from a different angle Falling exhausted in your bed is lost time so Let’s keep things discreet in a  new bucket list wish Mines? To hold a candle at your dinner to think over what's coming for me tonight what's coming tonight...

Live the Lie listen on youtube or here predictions from Crystal balls & prophecies about you fail me somethings harboring the core of what you are to know what it's like to be with you .....   I'm a couple of miles away from my headstone to be freed from the path of lies I've taken I dreamt of answers to questions I didn't want to be part of...   scenarios that I rode through a place called heaven   but I couldn't stop for the scenery...   I smelled the breeze, but it wouldn't stick to my senses to inhale a boost of nirvana to be okay for a while more I'm in sync with your anthem, "Come Together." solidifying your status amongst the masses,   but I don't see myself included neglecting that the condemned and damned like me are on the other end of your consciousness I've meant to be spiritually born to reign under a peaceful sky, but I've aged as sluggish omens came to light I was the stranger, the lost stranger of your teenage dream...

seven hours late   listen on youtube or here my last seven hours falling off the clock scrapping down the wall, bidding farewell. my blurred eyes gazing at a photo, it too, tethered into madness, sight fading, all the lines and colors of you. Slowly draining. Your photo. Now, a blank white paper canvas , a last glance intoxicates whatever moves me. = if it's any comfort, I might want to hug my odes to you, recite my broken blunders, epic failures stand on my crooked past, reprimand convicted crippled fingers, that caused you to be gone, a fruitless remedy, I can tell by the way I'm missing you. = wanting to be wrapped in between layers of your dreams your breath as musical notes, in tune with magnetic symphonies   dedicated to this melancholy.   Show the love of god. I heard so much about it.   = so peel the skin off reminiscing words, let the couped-up dreams spill on these dying days, let them wander your streets, pace time away. You can take this guilty in an ass...

empty of you listen on youtube or here in a river, I lingered empty anticipating vibrations from the east, a missing part from you to reach out, incoming memories suffocated the headaches stabilizing the message for a minute Waiting for anyone else of the thousands faces of my past to recognize me, time lapsed without a hand in sight. it flooded me that I was once a child, the gleam I had left my face,   left my choice after a whisper of fate, after I dipped my feet into you. I craved to mine & extract a deposit, some relic souvenirs A palm print on my chest A token for my final trip Was it too much? Money comes and go It pays for a beautiful funeral, and it stops at the grave's edge. But you you're engraved into my bones, tattooed into my mistakes legitimizing my sins A testament for god when he judges me I'm proud of the sin that was inspired by you the lord also should be proud of me. For he taught us he is all love & giving And so am I, honesty. I'm a littl...

black listen on youtube or here retreading dispensed words roamed behind thick notions from you   accumulates into dark clouds   hitting me like dark guilty rain... = thirsted grounds embrace it waiting for my return to quench exhaustion then I blame the echos   that's scraping me, hanging me suspended by my secrets, like your earrings that ends the age of innocence So complicated yet so clear = taste the skin on my tongue I hate to feel that I'm so behind   sorting personalized shadows, you left deep behind in me   with my weakness stretched thin   to judge whom of you has hurt me = Nothing but the naked trees of winter suffering insomnia like me the blanket of the morning light overextended its welcome the tick-tock of the clock, out of sync in the black, in the blank, just like me = here I am, dicing your name into letters   dissecting your photograph into pixels   wondering why I'm so attracted to you wasting my life while all you've got is t...

what I see listen on youtube or here I can write about you If you want just break me inside activate a capsule to the victor goes the spoils just like before It feels like a new religion you come as an epiphany as I've never known you = come and see my blind cane leisurely walking me, come and see what's mine a secret in everyone's heart a tumor divided, shoved from my breathing end   to whatever I wished for   became my fear, the other side of me a drenched spark splashed by hate clay molded to preserve me = a kindred from you the first wave of truth code of silence came packed in dead asleep last words, a swan song on a broken record skipping notes hinting where you float in mysterious ways = up in the arena's stands a finite to farewell a slim chance of a hello   I'm lost in more I have the big dipper to guide still, I lost your address = lost for words   I've longed to tell you I've been lost & found in  you this is a chapter's end as I see it n...

Freak Healer listen on youtube or here freak healer, Deja Vu dealer, I lay me down this beautiful mutilation, wanting sleight of hand healing explore this freak, contemporary medicine is a joke, some call it deformity, but you call it art I love your patronage. = Knock the voodoo doll off the wall spit the spells on me, light the fire, pin the sharpened needles hug that strange replica of me it suits me just fine call me back into you, I'm careful about what I wish for, my lovely freak healer = I'm at the kalfou crossroads, I was wrongfully laid with the saints, gravely bent out of shape because of the shades of my faith. = look at me down in this hole, bothered, tame the shapeshifter, it fears you, the shape of a killer = black magic fidgety bruised by failed castings, amend the breakdown nullify my failures, bless your heart,   my sweet freak healer = mambo priestess initiate the rituals raise the spirits symbols mark the grounds pour the rum honor the dead zombies of me in ...

coronation house listen on youtube or here veins in me itching to be laid down to purge the load of what it wants to draw a reminder at your feet of your victory a red carpet for the royal walk to the coronation house for the hijacked inauguration I've been there on the stiff side, baby = someday look behind at your treason, reach out to return something for the exiled, Love dies agonizingly slowly, so take your time... you still have about a decade's time to recoup your senses & in return, I'll give you treaties of peace, a certified recognition of my failure = go home tonight to the coronation house; you deceived from me where I was about to be me king me, simple me but the stars didn't align because of a malice smile...   clandestine eclipse from your eyes ... the fallacies of your tricks...   deceived the songbird's intro overtures ... defrauding the joy of that day colonizing the coronation house what else have you despised?   but it's okay, it's o...

in my room listen on youtube or here one evening you were in my room in a corner you held me and taught me how to breathe but never to control. until dawn one night on a Persian rug   you explained how to love but never to whom another evening I had dinner for two everything you needed = candlelight for a thought cup of vintage plate of flesh dessert was a surprise you never arrived = last night on my bed you came to run a cold show but conversations are a waste of time it’s been too long, and I’m growing thin = I kissed your lips, seeking a remedy to hush my wounds sent something in the way, the heat of your breaths crumbling you a nap in my arms   theories and my nostalgia a dark affair   = tonight, I’ll Wait until you fall away tonight, in my room down the hallway from your room       until you enlighten my way, until we wake up the morning hours. = lyrics & vocals : azdi404 music credit: Broken Hearts (Extended Orchestral Version) by Mich...

The way I know listen on youtube or here I loved you the way I know Showing no silver lining in time Maybe a bit childish All I promised you Freedom, setting you free for me. The little I’ve given you Holding back time, indulging myself like a spoiled king. = Look how close we were Look how close my lies got us. = I loved you the way I know, take back all those tears you were about to serve me, find someone else, before the countdown touches you. = Hear what I’m saying I loved you the way I know I despised myself, for the way I’ve become, A faithless spirit. = Someday you’ve got to leave, but leave shreds of a porcelain smile behind Fake it til you reach the door Like I have all those times I missed you when I knew one day you’ll be gone. = lyrics & vocals: azdi404 music credit: Only Piano - Loneliness