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by an oasis listen on youtube or here by an oasis underneath a shade, let me hurt alone to air my grievance to the wise man to give away a slice of my troubled peace,   but not the actual pain, because I can't find it in me it's coming from your direction so the wise man advised that i need to keep myself away from me   I never comprehended his words about my suicidal dreams, undecided about a way to decipher a vision of me   under the shade of a palm tree a visioned mirage hiding in the next oasis that I could never reach alludes me just like you. = you vanished when i trespassed into your fantacy for a glimps of your beauty's domicile to enlighten my poorly paved path and i pretended that you wanted to touch me and now i'm alone by an oasis I think I’m numb   taking strokes from the sun alone to ponder this trip now, the jitters of hope fade just like the wise mans advice holding my breath for your return   to tell you I want to trip on the fault line to end...

North Star listen on youtube or here The burdens of my past on the train of time passes me by ahead waiting at the final moment spot Where I’m likely to greet you Heavy fog on my shoulders Pushes redemption to the edges of my conciousness into pits of lies.   Burden tells me I’m out of line. = Free falling with the setting sun Engraving its memoirs In a foreign land I find tattooed trees of strange faces asking to take them with me = I’m looking at the cold-colored whiskey moon reflecting the color of your eyes a vagabond on the road seeking My North Star = I can still manage a thought observing a pregnant tree Wishing to be reincarnated a rose to be plucked and smelled To infiltrate a beloveds head to Hear thoughts to Touch their senses to each their own, seeking their North star =   I tattooed a farewell note on a Graffiti wall   posting past sacrifices signing my name I join a nocturnal club waking up before sundown Before you exhale from somewhere Taking me to ex...

driven beyond listen on youtube or here driven beyond I’m trying to be, So let me see what you offered It was unwanted, but let me dig & plow in a bottom-free dream land So I dived to explore you in a deep ocean of green The grassy green you slept on The scene was beholding, & I was driven beyond from private playground to public dominions I let you play me, controlling yourself as you say I was driven beyond == I read the fear in your beautiful eyes, The fear of losing your will to the cause of your deception And it wasn’t what you wanted, You were almost driven beyond I felt true emotions underneath the fake touches What you thought was an illusion was seven colored pulses, seeping from your fingertips Doubt reached you a tad late I almost met your feelings face to face So, everything's the same as you left it, When you were almost driven beyond occasionally, dials of life spins, scrambling channels between your face, your mo...

withered listen on youtube or here   I heard a voice somewhat pale   felt gray guilty fingerprints wrapped up in a scarf you were at the altar with tense wary eyes sacrificing the mood of my blues making it right for you. your life adopted superstitious dreams & tales   memories engulfed in a bouquet of frowns   gravity is by the bedpost, distracting the drama   comforting you that it's alright.   I strolled a harsh path in your head, and the doubts diminished walking you home from the rain that night. yet, in the morning you stood on the corner, waiting   standing still for the messenger of the dream machine hoping answers will lay somewhere between whirling leaves   in the passing's of the soft currents of drifting winds.   from the watch towers of your past whispers in your head morphed into a sniper breath locked me in the crosshairs pulling the trigger I didn’t think you were such a killer taking me out after my introduction to you...

youth lyrics v2 listen on youtube or here   youth lyrics I was a little late, and the guest list was signed off, Teen Spirit carried you away into a state of numbness   inhaling the poisoned youth lyrics pumped out from the radio a nd You were drowning in roulette kisses, bumping you onto Lovers Lane,  All forms of love come with a guilty price. The stickiness stained your reputation with a mid-high, and some doubts if that was'nt enough. What mommy and daddy gave wasn’t enough; Thinking love was a bundle gift box set for a birthday or graduation? despite your best efforts, the smartest of your class, Some things must be tattooed, molded by your hands to call your own, a period in life that fades but never dies. I just want to fade into one of them. Did anyone hear the voices   ushering gently out of your mouth   vexing you more pain the second you crash the pillows,  desperate to sleep, only to wake up to reality? Is it wor...

come unhinged listen on youtube or here come unhinged Come unhinged Come barbaric Come in that all-night mode come with malice intentions I've dedicated me to you Come with true colored seething teeth to rip the curse of youth that never lets you settle down   think of me, swiping right I'm your call on demand calls come to me in vibes, Rattles & hums, Did you pray for me? Meditate your needs but overlooking my shortcomings? Inspire my will that I'm all I can be?... the words you speak during the night comes to me when you're gone i could almost touch and play tag with them, but they're unhinged just like you = I don't blame you, I took you too close to the flame, the curse of youth it induced you to divulge hate, but not to me... you see, you put a mask over my face, painted my old body an effigy still deep in you, I wasn't what you wanted you knew you were lying to yourself but it was all fine with me as I was the other guy somewhere in your life. =...

CRAZY & DEAD   listen on youtube or here CRAZY & DEAD Crazy about you, that's the rumors Eager to devour you A glooming light in the susceptible side of my head Your loving of the other man is a jab in my face It broke the walls of my devotion to generate hatred I Have one for myself to share with you Loving & hating you is in abundance A new pledge, an ominous birth date Poisoned spells are side effects you cause Exposing skeletons in me There might be time left Love's a seed plant one in me Thoughts flow at half pace in the morning Blood flows down to a crawl when you pass by I had a temporary suspicion Confirming it's an infection and not a phase Everything resumes to placidity When you turn & fade away 150 Shutting doors on every morning Silence overruled the sound Coming from my trapped repenting sins My notions reverted to dormant But the fragrance from you Lingers on a naked singularity Filling my 404 shadows With that "what if-i had you...

never go away listen on youtube or here arriving at dawn, I settled down at the front gate   at the temple's door   I siped rose water from Stoney Springs to heal the longing let me witness the motion of you uncoiling your fingers and hear the echoes from above never go away = let me witness the wonder of you healing a flower's broken stem   breathe onto it before the sun rises   brush the floors of the tender shelter. I came to witness you   the echos concur from above never go away = let me witness you gather in a basin   dried crystal tears of broken stars   the missing part of a starving moon   that can't defect its orbit   to witness you purify water into a holy body   dipping your feet into it   never go away = from the front gates   show me what I'm missing   spell your name to praise you  in this silence so the mourning could find me content   or will I wither here before I'm let in?   i came to ...

  Is it cruel to be kind? v2 listen on youtube or here    Is it cruel to be kind? listen on youtube or here it was a beautiful addiction when it began at the eastern wall, I lied with starving spider monkeys going on 300 weeks so far accumulating new pollution on my side bleeding excess black words I find unnamed, meanings untagged, marked in red phrases hit me; I’m bruised & blue, some tamed, some just come along walking the green   I’m so color-full. and youre stil cruel to me = misery awaits today like a good friend rushing me into the mood to filter my thoughts that there is no such thing as the world is enough, but to have you is, until I sleep....   = i'll wait for a lie tucked under suspicious hours I’ll meet the creeper wherever I may roam on the flip side of the world to give up the ghost , for I’m not permitted to want just accepting what was given then I’ll be fine again when I go with the flow down below because I prayed that I wanted you to...

shotgun drive    listen on youtube or here Drive me far and away.    on a shotgun drive tonight alongside you    I don’t have to know where    It's a deadly desire to go there.    so take the first road to nowhere     make a pit stop where the street has no name .   I could hear my instincts calling that I lost you a while ago.    for everyone I knew became a stranger    the distance contaminated by desertion   calling from everywhere    I split into pieces, following everything that belonged to you    and I'm nowhere to be found Drive me far and away; does it really matter?      dispersed infection transfigured my faith     you’re to be found so lost next to me   I'm so far next to you.    I'm receding back to where I once belonged.   I'll self-heal on this trip, growing back my broken fingers.     Some fighting ...

Figure me out listen on youtube or here Figure me out strong revenging words  followed the light crashing walls, every curse falls into rust & salt it's somewhere deep that's taking me fast and steady  wiping the smile off the sky with an ominous omen stuffing my faith in you when all my kings fail to lift me, whenever I deny my maker i still have questions I'm still looking out for you in the dire's of uncreative, violent moods  carving stubbornness from my soul I seldom struggle for an introduction to a god of your choice, I have a few complaints about you somehow, about depriving me of full fledged touches to figure me out configure my intentions during hibernation when you decide to come around Tell me what I’ve been missing when I wake up. Remind me what comes with you. you know what? i'll remind you I'll remind you that With you comes  Stunted dreams Mirage visions,  breaking wishbones .... with all that, ...

Live the Lie listen on youtube or here live the lie version 1   live the lie version 2  predictions from Crystal balls & prophecies about you fail me somethings harboring the core of what you are to know what it's like to be with you .....   I'm a couple of miles away from my headstone to be freed from the path of lies I've taken I dreamt of answers to questions I didn't want to be part of...   scenarios that I rode through a place called heaven   but I couldn't stop for the scenery...   I smelled the breeze, but it wouldn't stick to my senses to inhale a boost of nirvana to be okay for a while more I'm in sync with your anthem, " Come Together ." solidifying your status amongst the masses,   but I don't see myself included neglecting that the condemned and damned like me are on the other end of your consciousness I've meant to be spiritually born to reign under a peaceful sky, but I've aged as sluggish omens came to light I was ...

seven hours late   listen on youtube or here my last seven hours falling off the clock scrapping down the wall, bidding farewell. my blurred eyes gazing at a photo, it too, tethered into madness, sight fading, all the lines and colors of you. Slowly draining. Your photo. Now, a blank white paper canvas , a last glance intoxicates whatever moves me. = if it's any comfort, I might want to hug my odes to you, recite my broken blunders, epic failures stand on my crooked past, reprimand convicted crippled fingers, that caused you to be gone, a fruitless remedy, I can tell by the way I'm missing you. = wanting to be wrapped in between layers of your dreams your breath as musical notes, in tune with magnetic symphonies   dedicated to this melancholy.   Show the love of god. I heard so much about it.   = so peel the skin off reminiscing words, let the couped-up dreams spill on these dying days, let them wander your streets, pace time away. You can take this guilty in an as...

empty of you listen on youtube or here in a river, I lingered empty anticipating vibrations from the east, a missing part from you to reach out, incoming memories suffocated the headaches stabilizing the message for a minute Waiting for anyone else of the thousands faces of my past to recognize me, time lapsed without a hand in sight. it flooded me that I was once a child, the gleam I had left my face,   left my choice after a whisper of fate, after I dipped my feet into you. I craved to mine & extract a deposit, some relic souvenirs A palm print on my chest A token for my final trip Was it too much? Money comes and go It pays for a beautiful funeral, and it stops at the grave's edge. But you you're engraved into my bones, tattooed into my mistakes legitimizing my sins A testament for god when he judges me I'm proud of the sin that was inspired by you the lord also should be proud of me. For he taught us he is all love & giving And so am I, honesty. I'm a littl...

Freak Healer freak healer v1 listen on youtube or here   freak healer version 2  listen on youtube or here version 1 lyrics  (version 2 lyrics below)  freak healer, Deja Vu dealer , I lay me down this beautiful mutilation, wanting sleight of hand healing explore this freak, contemporary medicine is a joke, some call it deformity, but you call it art I love your patronage . = Knock the voodoo doll off the wall spit the spells on me, light the fire, pin the sharpened needles hug that strange replica of me it suits me just fine call me back into you, I'm careful about what I wish for, my lovely freak healer = I'm at the kalfou crossroads , I was wrongfully laid with the saints, gravely bent out of shape because of the shades of my faith . = look at me down in this hole, bothered, tame the shapeshifter , it fears you, the shape of a killer = black magic fidgety bruised by failed castings , amend the breakdown nullify my failures, bless your heart,   my sweet fre...