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  Hey you v2 listen on youtube or here  Hey you v1 listen on youtube or here Hey you listen to me I see you're about to love someone Your heart glows in the dark You should see mine's now dimmed & backfired Hey you, Have you heard everything about my journey yet? It's a matter of taste and choice. All you know is that I’ve been drained & wasted Love is heartless The scattered ashes it leaves in its wake Fertilizes adolescent minds Forging hollow dreams, destabilizing pressure in the veins disengages the chains of senses I myself loved the high blindness for a while Love is vicarious It rubbed on me by accident inducing me to test the temptation pool at its disposal so I rode the free waves, They expired so soon, though crashing me into a coma that's too dumb to understand why I was there. Love is careless chauffeuring from the back seat on random navigation mode towards the cliffs of insanity I let go of the cold braids in mid-ai...

idiotic prayers v2 &   idiotic prayers v1 Below listen on youtube or here  put your hands over my mouth chanel Before I say an idiotic prayer .  What do I need to pray for When you visit me in a limited edition dream, a wish scratched off my bucket list . I must have done something good Or is it just extra time on your hands? = I've given pain some time off to hang out with the negatives. It'll be a while before we reunite, or maybe not. Shut your hands over my mouth before I say another idiotic prayer. = lean into me, lean into me, Let me take a look into your soft-core eyes to examine the long winding roads I had to trek to get here. orate a melancholy voice as a serenading flute, How I've lost a soul, just like you,  =  Is that why you are here? Chasing hot trails of gossip? Have you seen what I've missed? = I try not to be an idiot, praying for more of you, Too much freedom is for migrating clouds And I'm in your arms as free as I want gues...

  influence v2 &   influence v1 Below listen on youtube or here  Demons taught me to waltz with the voluptuous nuns They love to save the world, But can't lie down with anyone Celibacy is their game And our grasp of sharing differs. = Big Buddha , still in his frozen pose, still seeking wisdom more so, his wandering gaze seeks whom to give it too And I listened, so he taught me patience to sift for ripe moments. = God is not around to guide me; He needs a messenger to communicate, He leaves me to my own devices. = And Satan's minions catered to me personally They love me more than I can reciprocate, gravely matters between these two. = But you, beloved, you influenced me via tequila-flavored kisses coupled with a whisper like a revelation from god = You served me personally like Satan, the best of both worlds, such an oddity in one body, Such revelations colliding = striking a spark, a catalyst for a dark spell , not to care, = couldn't have been better ...

  laly's room v2 & v1 Below listen on youtube or here  trouble found me in laly's room I entangled it in my dilemma It absorbed my trouble Now it's defining dilemmas just like me = god calls it sinful lust satan calls it lush pleasure It's the battle of forever Let them judge me how they see it love or sin, it's the same to me I just want her somewhere in the end = barely dreaming, but by the 9th night, everyone is here diabolic notions chaperoned by my alternating Jekyll & Hyde personalities = My head is floating above pillow sensing respiration's of her breathing, mutating my humanity, It's the smell of lingerie It reminds me of whispers from the past = So I morph for Hedonic Head Trips version 97 this time for a drive with customized license plates l.a.l.y. 1209 exhausted decadent lust purged, I load up more from my leaking gluttony suitcase = My allegiance to either god or satan seems undefined, I feel like a whore in a bidding war, ...

  new religion v2 &   new religion v1 Below listen on youtube or here  Curiosity got the best of me, hearing you on a corner & I had nothing to lose    I watched you on a podium invoking dark-colored dreams    under an awning under the rain   The sounds of your soft, raging voice The premonitions you thunder for a crowd of one, that god has sent an angel in the creature perfect you  about saving me & yes, I’m here to receive    preaching what I can be if I let you touch me   A raving mad woman, you are  Predicting uninvited twists   preaching patience   chanting verses   affirming low-cost heavens for this older man growing in me   & yes, I’m listening    & I’m captivated by the burning's of your humming words The simmering of your beautiful cheeks   & I hold my head humbled ...

  Oh Satan listen on youtube or here oh satan Come over here and waste away with me I’m not over-dramatizing Did you listen to her recite fair warnings of epic ballads of fallen mercenaries ? False revelations & Invincible vibes , It doesn’t look good to me, just gloom & haze.... = Can you feel her hovering over me Whispering in my ear,s “It feels good again.” Can anything else be this good? To be the chosen tortured one? I wasn’t careful in choosing my battles. because I trusted you = Oh Satan What have you done to me? daring to conspire against her, I was your tool of choice, I thrusted into her all of me I thought I was enough Now I’m just another carcass left behind I can tell by the way I miss her. = Come on and remedy the flaws of your plans to entrap her. At least a prayer for the dying, Innocent parts of me. = Sanity is on a stroll, thinking things over, Voices of the past crowded behind tree lines, echoing, Queuing me what to say I’m isolated i...

  Pedestal v2 & Pedestal v1 Below listen on youtube or here    I took you to the house I watched you change on that pedestal from a cocoon to a butterfly . I pulled a few strings I gave you a bow and arrow Now we have a failure to communicate You shot me away while singing.   There are unexpected wickedness in a graceful Eden Morals fleeing the scene, but guilty pleasures stuck around Your true feelings surfaced, a wolf in sheep's clothing , True ungrateful colors of red & gray. The soul is hung on something And it's the possessed you self-righteous ego you love so much demanding love suicide with a song.    How about that last dance I was promised Let's have one last moist hour whisper a song to you or text it I might plot, extend a plan to delay holding on to your burnished curls . But you've changed into what you never wanted the patience to hold down hunger, taming the bad seed , You can't wait to see me in you The three of us collide, y...