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never go away listen on youtube or here arriving at dawn, I settled down at the front gate   at the temple's door   I siped rose water from Stoney Springs to heal the longing let me witness the motion of you uncoiling your fingers and hear the echoes from above never go away = let me witness the wonder of you healing a flower's broken stem   breathe onto it before the sun rises   brush the floors of the tender shelter. I came to witness you   the echos concur from above never go away = let me witness you gather in a basin   dried crystal tears of broken stars   the missing part of a starving moon   that can't defect its orbit   to witness you purify water into a holy body   dipping your feet into it   never go away = from the front gates   show me what I'm missing   spell your name to praise you  in this silence so the mourning could find me content   or will I wither here before I'm let in?   i came to ...

  Is it cruel to be kind? v2 listen on youtube or here    Is it cruel to be kind? listen on youtube or here it was a beautiful addiction when it began at the eastern wall, I lied with starving spider monkeys going on 300 weeks so far accumulating new pollution on my side bleeding excess black words I find unnamed, meanings untagged, marked in red phrases hit me; I’m bruised & blue, some tamed, some just come along walking the green   I’m so color-full. and youre stil cruel to me = misery awaits today like a good friend rushing me into the mood to filter my thoughts that there is no such thing as the world is enough, but to have you is, until I sleep....   = i'll wait for a lie tucked under suspicious hours I’ll meet the creeper wherever I may roam on the flip side of the world to give up the ghost , for I’m not permitted to want just accepting what was given then I’ll be fine again when I go with the flow down below because I prayed that I wanted you to...

shotgun drive    listen on youtube or here Drive me far and away.    on a shotgun drive tonight alongside you    I don’t have to know where    It's a deadly desire to go there.    so take the first road to nowhere     make a pit stop where the street has no name .   I could hear my instincts calling that I lost you a while ago.    for everyone I knew became a stranger    the distance contaminated by desertion   calling from everywhere    I split into pieces, following everything that belonged to you    and I'm nowhere to be found Drive me far and away; does it really matter?      dispersed infection transfigured my faith     you’re to be found so lost next to me   I'm so far next to you.    I'm receding back to where I once belonged.   I'll self-heal on this trip, growing back my broken fingers.     Some fighting ...

Figure me out listen on youtube or here Figure me out strong revenging words  followed the light crashing walls, every curse falls into rust & salt it's somewhere deep that's taking me fast and steady  wiping the smile off the sky with an ominous omen stuffing my faith in you when all my kings fail to lift me, whenever I deny my maker i still have questions I'm still looking out for you in the dire's of uncreative, violent moods  carving stubbornness from my soul I seldom struggle for an introduction to a god of your choice, I have a few complaints about you somehow, about depriving me of full fledged touches to figure me out configure my intentions during hibernation when you decide to come around Tell me what I’ve been missing when I wake up. Remind me what comes with you. you know what? i'll remind you I'll remind you that With you comes  Stunted dreams Mirage visions,  breaking wishbones .... with all that, ...

Live the Lie listen on youtube or here live the lie version 1   live the lie version 2  predictions from Crystal balls & prophecies about you fail me somethings harboring the core of what you are to know what it's like to be with you .....   I'm a couple of miles away from my headstone to be freed from the path of lies I've taken I dreamt of answers to questions I didn't want to be part of...   scenarios that I rode through a place called heaven   but I couldn't stop for the scenery...   I smelled the breeze, but it wouldn't stick to my senses to inhale a boost of nirvana to be okay for a while more I'm in sync with your anthem, " Come Together ." solidifying your status amongst the masses,   but I don't see myself included neglecting that the condemned and damned like me are on the other end of your consciousness I've meant to be spiritually born to reign under a peaceful sky, but I've aged as sluggish omens came to light I was ...

seven hours late   listen on youtube or here my last seven hours falling off the clock scrapping down the wall, bidding farewell. my blurred eyes gazing at a photo, it too, tethered into madness, sight fading, all the lines and colors of you. Slowly draining. Your photo. Now, a blank white paper canvas , a last glance intoxicates whatever moves me. = if it's any comfort, I might want to hug my odes to you, recite my broken blunders, epic failures stand on my crooked past, reprimand convicted crippled fingers, that caused you to be gone, a fruitless remedy, I can tell by the way I'm missing you. = wanting to be wrapped in between layers of your dreams your breath as musical notes, in tune with magnetic symphonies   dedicated to this melancholy.   Show the love of god. I heard so much about it.   = so peel the skin off reminiscing words, let the couped-up dreams spill on these dying days, let them wander your streets, pace time away. You can take this guilty in an as...

empty of you listen on youtube or here in a river, I lingered empty anticipating vibrations from the east, a missing part from you to reach out, incoming memories suffocated the headaches stabilizing the message for a minute Waiting for anyone else of the thousands faces of my past to recognize me, time lapsed without a hand in sight. it flooded me that I was once a child, the gleam I had left my face,   left my choice after a whisper of fate, after I dipped my feet into you. I craved to mine & extract a deposit, some relic souvenirs A palm print on my chest A token for my final trip Was it too much? Money comes and go It pays for a beautiful funeral, and it stops at the grave's edge. But you you're engraved into my bones, tattooed into my mistakes legitimizing my sins A testament for god when he judges me I'm proud of the sin that was inspired by you the lord also should be proud of me. For he taught us he is all love & giving And so am I, honesty. I'm a littl...

Freak Healer freak healer v1 listen on youtube or here   freak healer version 2  listen on youtube or here version 1 lyrics  (version 2 lyrics below)  freak healer, Deja Vu dealer , I lay me down this beautiful mutilation, wanting sleight of hand healing explore this freak, contemporary medicine is a joke, some call it deformity, but you call it art I love your patronage . = Knock the voodoo doll off the wall spit the spells on me, light the fire, pin the sharpened needles hug that strange replica of me it suits me just fine call me back into you, I'm careful about what I wish for, my lovely freak healer = I'm at the kalfou crossroads , I was wrongfully laid with the saints, gravely bent out of shape because of the shades of my faith . = look at me down in this hole, bothered, tame the shapeshifter , it fears you, the shape of a killer = black magic fidgety bruised by failed castings , amend the breakdown nullify my failures, bless your heart,   my sweet fre...

beautiful drowning listen on youtube or here I'm condemned & the weight of the burden calls for her, the savior, the holy to undo this filthy soul of mine my evil was sick to the bones buried in its own perdition needing a cleansing, needing a beautiful drowning in the corner of her living room   pictures of pictures nailed on the walls   but there to remind me of taboos for the trip to the bottom my fascination is overdue absorbing lullabies in the form of baby breaths & pacified by black kabbala hymns hypnotized under the gaze of dreamy eyes resistance gauges read empty, I drowned, relinquishing past faults. at the bottom, I was held as a begotten soul overhauling a new me I entered the temple, immersed in her beauty sins are forgiven peacefully in this beautiful drowning.   something's howling and shouting from the walls, weakened by their own conviction a wish for one more try to live one more moment   at the edge of an end of just one more drowning she'...

disposition  listen on youtube or here Know my disposition it's a language lost like dead tongues   and my wasted blood is on your lips  desperate to feel serenity   knowing I am a man lost in your solitude  eager to greet you with thirst & desires,  welcoming your quenches & commodities  stuck between the polar opposites of infinite ends  it's more than what I can take of the female light the notion of evicting hollow spaces with a laughter announcing you’re back is welcoming a glory-era the warmth from within you   is best without a rendezvous without any shame to help me feel more than this imagination is lighter than gravity it never touches the grounds  resuscitation always backfires dreams will always stay there with you  a messenger emerges from the darkness  holding me with vague intentions navigating the nocturnal side sneaking the borders of make-believe plant a moist seed of hope in your honor.  it s...